I really need prayers right now... Please pray that God would be with me and restore me. I had given my life to Christ and was feeling so close to God but for the past few weeks I have been feeling very oppressed and the joy and peace of the Lord hasn't been with me anymore.
I am starting to backslid and I really hate it. I guess the worries and cares of the world have been weighing me down mostly stuff to do with my bf.. I have been stressing about the fact that I might have to break up with him when I don't want to.... He is my first real bf and it really hurts (we have been together for 2 and a half years... I'm very attached...)...
Also I had a sleep paralysis attack days ago where something was on top of me holding me down and I was able to see something transparent (I could see the outline of it). Just a lot of stuff... Please pray that God would give me strength and protect me from the fiery darts of the enemy and that He would produce in me the fruit of self-control so I would start doing whats right again and for His peace and joy.
I am starting to backslid and I really hate it. I guess the worries and cares of the world have been weighing me down mostly stuff to do with my bf.. I have been stressing about the fact that I might have to break up with him when I don't want to.... He is my first real bf and it really hurts (we have been together for 2 and a half years... I'm very attached...)...
Also I had a sleep paralysis attack days ago where something was on top of me holding me down and I was able to see something transparent (I could see the outline of it). Just a lot of stuff... Please pray that God would give me strength and protect me from the fiery darts of the enemy and that He would produce in me the fruit of self-control so I would start doing whats right again and for His peace and joy.
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