- Apr 19, 2007
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For a long time i was scared to wear or be near a cross because of abuse the cross was a bad things to me ...those who abused me use it as something sordid and something to be afraid of ...
I have a small cross that i was given a while back ... but i have always been too scared to wear it because of my past ...about a week ago i wore it for the first time in a long time and its felt ok
I cant not enter a church without getting flashbacks because of abuse in my past as well
I find it hard to even think about going to church as it feels wrong for me to go there
One of my abusers was a priest so am scared of people in robes and find it really triggering being around those in robes
Its been a long time since the last time i was at a church and i feel that i should try and make an effort to go to church on a Sunday but am worried about flashbacks and feeling triggered
Unsure what to do really about it all
Also i have social anxiety and find it really hard to be around people as well.
The last church i was at was very accepting and nice those in the church has the same views as myself when it come to certain issues
My husband goes with me everywhere so i would be going alone and he gives me support through this ... but still finding things hard....
I have a small cross that i was given a while back ... but i have always been too scared to wear it because of my past ...about a week ago i wore it for the first time in a long time and its felt ok
I cant not enter a church without getting flashbacks because of abuse in my past as well
I find it hard to even think about going to church as it feels wrong for me to go there
One of my abusers was a priest so am scared of people in robes and find it really triggering being around those in robes
Its been a long time since the last time i was at a church and i feel that i should try and make an effort to go to church on a Sunday but am worried about flashbacks and feeling triggered
Unsure what to do really about it all
Also i have social anxiety and find it really hard to be around people as well.
The last church i was at was very accepting and nice those in the church has the same views as myself when it come to certain issues
My husband goes with me everywhere so i would be going alone and he gives me support through this ... but still finding things hard....