I'm 19 years old. I have a friend who I believe is absolutely amazing in my eyes. We're best friends, too. However, I have been in love with this girl for 3 years now. It's just that she drives me crazy. At times she acts like she likes me. Other times she acts like we're only friends.
She hurts me so much with these conflicting emotions of hers. We've already discussed our feelings, but she told me that she wasn't looking for a boyfriend. Little did I know, she was already talking to another guy. She lied to me.
The problem is that I love her too much to let her go. I don't really care about the things she has done, as I have forgiven her in my heart already. I always forgive her, and endure the moments when she hurts me because I'm patient and understanding and strongly believe that this love I have for her is too strong to be daunted and destroyed.
I love her so much it hurts. I know I should just walk away from such a woman, but I believe that she's one of the greatest blessings in my life from God. I believe that if I give her up its a direct slap in the face to God. I cherish what we have, and thank God for her many, many times. I want to know why God has put such a woman in my life. I love her, but she hurts. Sometimes she's a blessing, other times she's a curse. Please help me, Christians. I can use your words in this particular storm in my life. God bless.
She hurts me so much with these conflicting emotions of hers. We've already discussed our feelings, but she told me that she wasn't looking for a boyfriend. Little did I know, she was already talking to another guy. She lied to me.
The problem is that I love her too much to let her go. I don't really care about the things she has done, as I have forgiven her in my heart already. I always forgive her, and endure the moments when she hurts me because I'm patient and understanding and strongly believe that this love I have for her is too strong to be daunted and destroyed.
I love her so much it hurts. I know I should just walk away from such a woman, but I believe that she's one of the greatest blessings in my life from God. I believe that if I give her up its a direct slap in the face to God. I cherish what we have, and thank God for her many, many times. I want to know why God has put such a woman in my life. I love her, but she hurts. Sometimes she's a blessing, other times she's a curse. Please help me, Christians. I can use your words in this particular storm in my life. God bless.