Hey, newbie in Christ here 
I've been in the Christian church all my life but as of 1 week today I've given my entire heart, body and soul to Christ. I was high on God and felt great, but then I fell. It was like the life was sucked out of me. I couldn't laugh, cry, and even my husband seemed like a stranger. That was on Tuesday and that night I had a dream. I was at a pier with beautiful deep water and an unfaithful man, and I knew all he had done. He was tall and wide, like he was 400lbs and began confess but with no remorse. As he continued talking his demeanor changed and he seemed sorrowful and he began to grow thin and when he finished was skeleton covered with skin. I thought that's what happend to me, that I poured out so much I was empty and at emotional death. I just wondered has anyone else had that spiritual fall after giving your heart to the Lord?
Btw, after the dream I was still feeling low but not as bad and now I feel better.
I've been in the Christian church all my life but as of 1 week today I've given my entire heart, body and soul to Christ. I was high on God and felt great, but then I fell. It was like the life was sucked out of me. I couldn't laugh, cry, and even my husband seemed like a stranger. That was on Tuesday and that night I had a dream. I was at a pier with beautiful deep water and an unfaithful man, and I knew all he had done. He was tall and wide, like he was 400lbs and began confess but with no remorse. As he continued talking his demeanor changed and he seemed sorrowful and he began to grow thin and when he finished was skeleton covered with skin. I thought that's what happend to me, that I poured out so much I was empty and at emotional death. I just wondered has anyone else had that spiritual fall after giving your heart to the Lord?
Btw, after the dream I was still feeling low but not as bad and now I feel better.
