ahuva said:
I dreamed that I was in church, it was almost dark outside. The usual people were there but I didn't sit with my usual friends.. I don't know why but my pastors wife and I were upset with each other. Not angry or hurt, just seemed like something was wrong. I don't know what the preacher was preaching on but everyone was seeking the Holy Spirit. (I think) Well church was over and everyone was hanging around, not sure why. A member that is close to the pastors wife came up to me and I said " do you know where I have been"? And she said "well yes i do, you have been waiting on a white horse before you come back here" ( I have been out of church for awhile now) I didn't know what she meant but I got this vision standing there that my pastors wife told her that I was waiting on a white horse. And I remember seeing that they both thought that was so strange. Well the pastors wife and I didn't say anything to each other for awhile then she came up to me and I said "I know what you told her" and she said "I will give you one more chance and then I won't forgive you anymore" I didnt say anything and for a few minutes, she thought and then she said "in 1 Cor.." she didn't finish because someone started talking to her. I walked out of the church then, trying to remember the verse she was going to tell me. Then I woke up.
This seems to mean something to me I guess because of the statement of a white horse. If anyone can help me, I appreciate it.
God bless.
Hi. Thanks for sharing.
I read through the details of your dream and agree with Firewater and Humblewatchman.
It gave off the struggle to either stay where you are or move forward.
The disagreement between the Pastor & His wife, the sitting with different people, and the statement that the sister in your church that is close to your First Lady (FL) made all lead me to this.
1 Corinthians discusses many things but the common theme is addressing the church, leadership and the members. The one thing that stands out to me that may tie into your dream is the fact that there was quarrels in the church and some were following man and the division in the church was due to following man rather then being focused on the fact that all together should be following Christ (I'm paraphrasing 1 Corin. 10-17).
This may be about your issue on what church to attend or who to follow but your desire is to follow after Christ and you may not be finding Him at your current church.
Another aspect worth exploring is how you leave the church. It's possible that the Pastors have revelation knowledge of your struggle with leaving and are waiting for you to approach them concerning this.
Surely, where you desire to worship is your FREE choice. You have the right to go where the Lord leads or if left to you, where you feel you are fed. With that said, I personally believe that the body in which one currently serves is affected by each member and their decisions. Therefore, it's always a good idea (as a courtesy) to inform the Pastors that you are withdrawing your membership, or feeling led elsewhere. but as Humble pointed out, if God is leading you, there should be no judgement.
I think it's possible that part of this dream is that you may be battling with telling them or how to leave? But I think your mind is made up due to some things that you have picked up on in the spirit that causes you to question why you still there?
Another part that stood out was that no one was listening to the word being preached but rather they were seeking the Holy Spirit. That concerns me a bit.
I believe that preaching should be under the anointing and if God ordained the word the the Holy Spirit would be present so there is no need to seek what is already present. Know what I mean? it's like what Firewater pointed out, a stagnant feeling. Something is always off if His presence is there.
That may not be anything of great importance but it stood out to me.
These are just my shared thoughts with you. God bless and be prayerful.
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