what are you feeling right now? (11)

derek W L · Mar 26, 2012

Jo1 said:
sick of hurting

derek W L · Mar 26, 2012

Lady Bug said:
I'm really sorry Derek, I am not good at responding to people, it seems that my only skill here is ranting

thats ok Lady Bug thank you for responding and telling me i thought you was someone who i feel also avoids me :hug:

Lady Bug · Mar 26, 2012

I don't actively avoid people, but I may unwittingly post my problems before I check out others

I'm guilty of this

Colleen1 · Mar 26, 2012

derek W L · Mar 26, 2012

Colleen1 said:

what Does that mean Colleen are you saying Im someone who wants attention bad and Im pathetic

derek W L · Mar 26, 2012

Good Night i think I might leave these forums for awhile I think Im having hallucination here

SplendidTree · Mar 26, 2012

derek W L said:
Good Night i think I might leave these forums for awhile I think Im having hallucination here

Praying for you, brother.

aflower4God · Mar 26, 2012

derek W L said:
Good Night i think I might leave these forums for awhile I think Im having hallucination here

((((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))) my dear sweet loving brother MANY BIG PRAYERS out to you :prayer:

Colleen1 · Mar 26, 2012

frazzled

aflower4God · Mar 27, 2012

I just got a really insulting PM on here and it makes me think that I am meant to go Home. I can't take this anymore, I am horrible and a lousy person, I don't deserve to be alive.

iLogos · Mar 27, 2012

When ever I get sad, depressed, scared, worried, or feel beaten. I think of what our Lord went thru. The humiliation, pain, suffering, insults, mocking, knowing full well what he needed to do. How difficult it must have been to bear his cross. Suddenly my problems seem so much smaller after that. I still worry and get all those thoughts back, but at least I have a way to counter them and try to get a grip. I'm not down playing the seriousness of depression. I know first hand how severe it can be to the point of wanting to die. Ask any one who has lost a child, they know too. I'm sad at this moment because I know there are millions of people out there that feel exactly that way. They feel beaten, sad, depressed, scared, lonely. I long for the Day of the Lord after which we will never be subject to these pains again!

Zoooma · Mar 27, 2012

aflower4God said:
I can't take this anymore, I am horrible and a lousy person, I don't deserve to be alive.

You're not alone, my friend. That's how I feel, too. It's not right to be thinking of ending my life. It shouldn't be happening

Broken Hearted · Mar 27, 2012

Just so much on my mind the more I think about it the sadder I get

Jo1 · Mar 27, 2012

aflower4God said:
I just got a really insulting PM on here and it makes me think that I am meant to go Home. I can't take this anymore, I am horrible and a lousy person, I don't deserve to be alive.