Who do i belong to, and am i a child of God still please pray

Jesusisgood · Jan 19, 2012

Please pray for my mind and for God to find me. Im really lost in my own little world of if Im svaed or not. I keep having anxiety 24/7 over thoughts of if i do this i will belong to the enemy and go to hell. last night i couldnt go to be because i couldnt get the thought that, if i sleep on my bed or the couch i would belong to satan. i slept on my bed anyway because im just so tired of thinking these thoughts. I want to be free and my head feels like something is squeezing it 24/7. When i pray i feel like satan in infront of me. or i picture a dark figure (not on purpose of chourse! o_o) and i rebuke him over and ovr but i cant get any rest or peace. :destroyed:

I pray day and night but it feels like im not really communicating with God and that He is here but im not able to run to Him. even as i type this i have thoughts that if i type something i belong to the enemy. So frustrating and Im so tired of being fake to people and other believers and lieing and saying im ok when i know im not. I just dont want to tell them this cause they might think im either crazy or evil. i dont want to belong to the enemy EVER! im just so tired and this stuff isnt going away. I think it all started back when i was working at partycity. I dont believe in holloween and i strongly hate it, but i chose to work there. I kept ignoring the holy spirit for the whole month because i felt so much guilt that i was selling and leading people to hell. Now i cant hear Him anymore in my heart and i just get floodd with the enemy's thoughts like your going to hell your not a real child of God; not really hearing anything but you know when you get thoughts that sound like its yourself but its actualy the enemy. I sound a little nutty as im re-reading this but i really need to get this off my chest to strangers who dont know who i am, lol. kinda the point of a forum.

:o

thank you for reading my post and please HELP!! TT_TT

Stephanie7 · Jan 19, 2012

Know that confusion, fear, doubt, unrest, is not of GOD but of the enemy.

Father God help her to remember who she is in Christ. "The gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our LORD. Romans 6:23 Help her to know that if she received Your Son Jesus Christ as her LORD and Savior she is saved by grace and that she is a child of God. Thank You LORD for revealing that truth to her, In Jesus Name, Amen

Resist the devil and he will flee from you. James 4:7

BakoGuy · Jan 19, 2012

Praying that God will answer your prayers and give you strength and send angels down to help you through your struggles. Amen

God Bless you!

OnlyBelieve · Jan 19, 2012

Ok Sweety,
God tells us the enemy comes into rob us, to take the word of God away, through Doubt, Deception.
1 Peter 5:8 Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour. 9 Stand firm against him, and be strong in your faith. Remember that your Christian brothers and sisters* all over the world are going through the same kind of suffering you are.

The enemy wants you to fell alone, horrible about yourself. When we stand alone, we break easy, like a twig, but when we stand together, we are strong, like tying a bunch of stick together, they don't break easily. So, even if you're feeling you don't want to talk to anyone, do it, you are not alone in this struggle, the Lord is with you, your peers. Have a good chat with a leader you trust. Most of us have been in this situation.
Here's another thing for you to do each morning, write it out on a card and stick it on your wall, so you can see it in bed.

Ephesians 6:10 A final word: Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on all of God’s armor so that you will be able to stand firm against all strategies of the devil. 12 For we* are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.
13 Therefore, put on every piece of God’s armor so you will be able to resist the enemy in the time of evil. Then after the battle you will still be standing firm. 14 Stand your ground, putting on the belt of truth and the body armor of God’s righteousness. 15 For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News so that you will be fully prepared.* 16 In addition to all of these, hold up the shield of faith to stop the fiery arrows of the devil.* 17 Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
18 Pray in the Spirit at all times and on every occasion. Stay alert and be persistent in your prayers for all believers everywhere.

When you put on the armor Satan can't hurt you, because now you are protected.
The word of God is the strongest thing we can use against the enemy, Just like Jesus did. He answered Satan in the Wilderness, "It is written!" Find the scriptues you need and say them daily, "I am a new creation Washed in his blood, old things have passed away and I am new again""Jesus died, that we might have life, and life abundantly"

Hold Fast to the Word in this time. God is strenghtening you, he allows things so we will have MORE faith in him. This means HE LOVES YOU.

YOU ARE AMAZING< "you are wonderfully and perfectly made in the image of God" Look it up, it's scripture.
Praying for you

amandab · Jan 19, 2012

I also suffer from anxiety. Somedays I feel like my mind has been tortured. I will pray for Jesus to help you.

Amanda

LoricaLady · Jan 19, 2012

Jesusisgood said:
Please pray for my mind and for God to find me. Im really lost in my own little world of if Im svaed or not. I keep having anxiety 24/7 over thoughts of if i do this i will belong to the enemy and go to hell. last night i couldnt go to be because i couldnt get the thought that, if i sleep on my bed or the couch i would belong to satan. i slept on my bed anyway because im just so tired of thinking these thoughts. I want to be free and my head feels like something is squeezing it 24/7. When i pray i feel like satan in infront of me. or i picture a dark figure (not on purpose of chourse! o_o) and i rebuke him over and ovr but i cant get any rest or peace. I pray day and night but it feels like im not really communicating with God and that He is here but im not able to run to Him. even as i type this i have thoughts that if i type something i belong to the enemy. So frustrating and Im so tired of being fake to people and other believers and lieing and saying im ok when i know im not. I just dont want to tell them this cause they might think im either crazy or evil. i dont want to belong to the enemy EVER! im just so tired and this stuff isnt going away. I think it all started back when i was working at partycity. I dont believe in holloween and i strongly hate it, but i chose to work there. I kept ignoring the holy spirit for the whole month because i felt so much guilt that i was selling and leading people to hell. Now i cant hear Him anymore in my heart and i just get floodd with the enemy's thoughts like your going to hell your not a real child of God; not really hearing anything but you know when you get thoughts that sound like its yourself but its actualy the enemy. I sound a little nutty as im re-reading this but i really need to get this off my chest to strangers who dont know who i am, lol. kinda the point of a forum.:o thank you for reading my post and please HELP!! TT_TT

You don't sound nutty, you sound confused & scared.

Okay you worked at the place & it was wrong. Was it as bad as commiting adultery & then having the husband killed. (King David.)

Everyone falls & sins & no one I've ever met is perfect. Are you gonna believe the Bible or not? 'Cause it says, "If we turn away from out sins He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

Did you ask the Party Center to let you know if they had more job openings? Probably not.

I will pray for you to dump this into the lap of our Savior & leave it with Him so that you can have peace and a closer and closer walk with Him.

servant of Merciful Love · Jan 19, 2012

Praying Christ will be your Presence and peace, and draw you close to His heart :crossrc:

HCrossth2012 · Jan 19, 2012

Peace on to you in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

May God bless you so much.
My advice is repent, you said it all "I think it all started back when i was working at partycity. I dont believe in holloween and i strongly hate it, but i chose to work there. I kept ignoring the holy spirit for the whole month because i felt so much guilt that i was selling and leading people to hell". Why wouldn't God think this is even more wrong If you did, I personally wont even get smokes of table for my husband, but that's just me(I don't want to help him in smoking or killing him self with smokes)..God is forgiving Yes, he truely is..and I think satan is trying to fool you a lot, I saw dreams like I had so many bad spirits like few cm
around me, put they could not touch me, but they are there to scare us and do the job on us to make us believe God dosen't hear, God's left us..No , God is very close to you if satan bothers to bother you. stay strong ask and you shall recieve. God is all mighty and has created even satan, God can throw soul and body in hell, satan has nothing part from his bad looks and he is the biggest liar, his here to try kill every believer.

God bless you & guide you

Love in Jesus Christ
Hilja

Jamieslilwifeypoo · Jan 19, 2012

Jesusisgood said:
Please pray for my mind and for God to find me. Im really lost in my own little world of if Im svaed or not. I keep having anxiety 24/7 over thoughts of if i do this i will belong to the enemy and go to hell. last night i couldnt go to be because i couldnt get the thought that, if i sleep on my bed or the couch i would belong to satan. i slept on my bed anyway because im just so tired of thinking these thoughts. I want to be free and my head feels like something is squeezing it 24/7. When i pray i feel like satan in infront of me. or i picture a dark figure (not on purpose of chourse! o_o) and i rebuke him over and ovr but i cant get any rest or peace. I pray day and night but it feels like im not really communicating with God and that He is here but im not able to run to Him. even as i type this i have thoughts that if i type something i belong to the enemy. So frustrating and Im so tired of being fake to people and other believers and lieing and saying im ok when i know im not. I just dont want to tell them this cause they might think im either crazy or evil. i dont want to belong to the enemy EVER! im just so tired and this stuff isnt going away. I think it all started back when i was working at partycity. I dont believe in holloween and i strongly hate it, but i chose to work there. I kept ignoring the holy spirit for the whole month because i felt so much guilt that i was selling and leading people to hell. Now i cant hear Him anymore in my heart and i just get floodd with the enemy's thoughts like your going to hell your not a real child of God; not really hearing anything but you know when you get thoughts that sound like its yourself but its actualy the enemy. I sound a little nutty as im re-reading this but i really need to get this off my chest to strangers who dont know who i am, lol. kinda the point of a forum.:o thank you for reading my post and please HELP!! TT_TT

I want to let you know my friend YOUR NOT ALONE.I was an online psychic for 3 years,and I myself feel like I have committed the unpardonable sin,I have been married 3 times now on my third husband.Pregnant now with my second child.I know what your going through my sister.I pray and pray and I feel the same way.Just keep praying.He Doesn't Need To Find you baby.HE KNOWS where you are

He knows EVERYTHING :clap:

He Knows What you need precious!He Will Help you! Pray to The Father and Jesus and They will Help you.I will pray for you.

Dear Heavenly Father,

I pray Lord You touch this young lady and help her know that Your there for her.Help her Know Father that You are with her every step of the way.Don't Let he evil one rob her of her comfort Lord.These things I pray and Claim in Jesus Sweet Name,Amen.

:hug:

Hugs coming your way!

SplendidTree · Jan 20, 2012

Praying for you, little sister. I love you!

brinny · Jan 20, 2012

Jesusisgood said:
Please pray for my mind and for God to find me. Im really lost in my own little world of if Im svaed or not. I keep having anxiety 24/7 over thoughts of if i do this i will belong to the enemy and go to hell. last night i couldnt go to be because i couldnt get the thought that, if i sleep on my bed or the couch i would belong to satan. i slept on my bed anyway because im just so tired of thinking these thoughts. I want to be free and my head feels like something is squeezing it 24/7. When i pray i feel like satan in infront of me. or i picture a dark figure (not on purpose of chourse! o_o) and i rebuke him over and ovr but i cant get any rest or peace. I pray day and night but it feels like im not really communicating with God and that He is here but im not able to run to Him. even as i type this i have thoughts that if i type something i belong to the enemy. So frustrating and Im so tired of being fake to people and other believers and lieing and saying im ok when i know im not. I just dont want to tell them this cause they might think im either crazy or evil. i dont want to belong to the enemy EVER! im just so tired and this stuff isnt going away. I think it all started back when i was working at partycity. I dont believe in holloween and i strongly hate it, but i chose to work there. I kept ignoring the holy spirit for the whole month because i felt so much guilt that i was selling and leading people to hell. Now i cant hear Him anymore in my heart and i just get floodd with the enemy's thoughts like your going to hell your not a real child of God; not really hearing anything but you know when you get thoughts that sound like its yourself but its actualy the enemy. I sound a little nutty as im re-reading this but i really need to get this off my chest to strangers who dont know who i am, lol. kinda the point of a forum.:o thank you for reading my post and please HELP!! TT_TT

Dear heart, you're not lost. The enemy is trying REALLY HARD to distract you. The enemy is a liar. He's such a bully. Lifting you up to our Abba as i type. I've been meditating on this song, the lyrics....sharing it with you. Hang in there. (((hug))))

"Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." ~James 4:7

Michael Neale - Your Great Name - YouTube

Linus · Jan 20, 2012

Praying for your walk with Christ and for peace and comfort. Thank You Lord!

brinny · Jan 20, 2012

Praying.

B-74 · Feb 17, 2012

Hi Jesusisgood, we go through times like this in our journey. Pray for God to guide you in all things, pray everyday and read a little scripture.

I personally like Mathew, Psalms, Ephesians, James and Romans

Im praying for you.

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