Hilja,
Your story is amazing! I first knew Jesus as a child and through adult years, then I turned away these last five years or so. I let atheism and satan get inside my mind. A couple of months ago, I had a sort of breakdown, along with terrible anxiety attacks, that left me terrified of life. I lay in the midst of my attack, and I prayed for Jesus to help me....and he did. I haven't had a panic attack in two weeks. I still am full of negative thoughts that plague my mind, but God is helping me through this. I at times, feel unworthy of Christ, and feel a deep sadness. One day at a time, and appreciating my life through Christ has helped.
Peace on to you in Jesus Christ.
Hi,
God's chosen ones have been chosen from before we are born. Satan wants to control us through our mind, but He is not in your mind( Jesus took the keys ). He did that to me as well. It was scaryly amazing what he tryed to do. I cannot put it into words..but in all that I thought of God, he is the only way. Satans one mission is to us "not" to be free and to kill us Mind/Soul/heart and take or streght to believe. till one day you want to take your life and he can greet you in Hell with a victoriuos smile and oh he will be happy to get christian that has truely known God and given up coz he made it happen. so stay strong in The name of Jesus, because it is nothing here on earth we have to suffer than what we would have to suffer in hell and million times more..
when God had mercy on me, I held on..I could breath, so I just prayed all the time..in my head at shops, car, everywere all the time, I would think and pray ..bible was with me everywere in my bag in my car everywere, I slept with it, I read the bible all the time, I creyd so much just reading about Jesus and what he was saying, how can he be so Good,, I read the Bible as child, but when I read it as adult oh wow..I could not stop. if satan tryed a panick attak at the shops, I would hold my bible and pray. Oh Victory. In car I would pray..I satan tryed conrol me,,oh victory..satan will send his legion on you just to try to get you back,,but in the name of Our Lord stay strong stay against him and pray, he will back down. There is nothing that he wont try, nothing when he cannot conrol your mind he will try find other things..he never SLEEPS..He is Liar, that lies to your mind, he is killer of faith. he is nothing to the children of God. not that he will try his hardest to kill us. sorry long post. but believe me I went through the mind game he is doing to you and soo much more..You are sooo Worthy, God came for sick not the healed ones. he loves the sinner but not the sin. He loved us so much he died for us..all the people on earth, no matter what they did. he loves all..Can we love someone that killed another human, can we forgive them? we should if Jesus Christ in us. He does and did. to him we all the same, all big sin, little sin the same..to people not, because we like Judging..But if God in us..we can pray, help, love, die , suffer like the other is suffering, for one another. Sorry for loong post..I get so happy to share the things God did to me..I have to tell so people know there is a way out of deeeeeeeeeep darkness when even the closest of closest people cannot get or help you , there is one that was there Before you were even made and knows it all. Jesus Christ. ........... I do not lie......I will also remeber you in prayers , And God will answer you... He is the only one that truely loves. but we have to be true to him, than he answers, he hears everyone, but does not answer everyone, He sees if our heart has other plans. God bless you.
Love in Jesus Christ
Hilja
