I have prayed today my dear sister for your deliverance, our God is powerful, he can overturn thoughts and renew and re-energise your spirit, his love is wider and longer, higher and deeper than you could ever imagine, his love overturns everything coming against you, he has you in his arms close to his heart and he won't let you go. Do not believe these negative thoughts they are only words, they are nothing to the Lord, he sees passed all our iniquities and faults and failings, that is what Jesus died on the Cross for, so that they can all be squashed to nothing every time our sins and iniquities surface and we try to fight them, he has already squashed them with his work upon that cross, he has done it all, it is his work, you are his masterpiece a new creation and that is what he sees.
Our God is stronger and higher than anything, you must believe he has done this for you and then you can be at peace.
Please read Ephesians 3 v 14 - 20 Romans 8 v 1-4
John 10 v 27 - 30 'My sheep cannot be snatched from my hand'
ISAIAH 40 whole chapter,
ISAIAH 12 v 2 ' Surely God is my salvation I will trust and not be afraid. The Lord is my strength and my song, he has become my salvation with joy you will draw water fromt he wells of salvation'