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Hi. My name is Desiree. I'm not new to forums or anything, but I am new to this site. I'm really eager to be here, which is something that I couldn't say for a long time.

Before I start telling ya, let me just add a few details about myself so you understand. I'm 15 years old, and have come to a dry patch in my faith. Which I'm very embarrassed about.

A couple months ago (well, more like 5) I was so strong and happy in my faith, I couldn't even imagine ever being where I am today. In fact, I was even helping others when it came to their own, plus it even inspired a few people. I had a prayer journal/blog, and things were great. I was so happy!

School started and although I was strong, I quickly crumbled. I started to curse, and snap at people. Now I judge so much, I'm a very jealous person, and overall have become very apathetic towards a lot of things. Lately, I've even questioned my own faith! It was something I never did - EVER. No matter how bad things looked. I feel like I've betrayed God, and I can't even get enough courage to ask for forgiveness. I'm so ashamed.

So, I'm really hoping to be welcomed with open arms. I'm really hoping this is a place that can help me get back on track. God deserves it.

Thanks for reading.
 

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Hello, and welcome! Glad to have you with us.
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The welcome you're hoping for on the forum is the same welcome that God has for all who turn, and return to Him.

Michael
 
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Aino

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Hey and welcome to CF! :wave:
I'm glad you came here, and I think this is a good place to ask questions, start again and learn something new. I hope you'll grow and get back on good terms with God again. I must say though, that a bad moment is nothing to be ashamed of; we all have our times when we can't be happy with ourselves and even if they might not be so nice, we learn from them and can be happy when they're over. :) I wish you a great time here, blessings from our almighty Father in Heaven and a happy Christmas time!
 
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Hi Desiree,
In our faith, we need to see our faith as something that develops over time--- a WHOLE lifetime actually. It's a good thing that you realize what your sins are and that your heart wants to change-- that's the very first step you need to take. But in order to conquer those sins you need to keep yourself in prayer and take baby steps. Try to focus on one particular sin each week and do whatever you can to avoid it. If you choose "judging people" as your sin, you can take some time to reflect each time you judge someone. Why are you judging them? How do you think it would be to walk in their shoes? What is something that you know they are doing that is godly that you could focus on? Have you ever been guilty of that particular action or sin?

I'm a teacher and I find when I feel like I'm failing in one place or another (and there are A LOT of places for me personally) I focus on one area for a week and do everything, with the blessing and guidance of the Holy Spirit, to get better at not sinning.

May the Lord help you with your faith and your heart. Take care and I look forward to seeing you around the site :)

~Tati
 
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