I have to give another update I might sound a bit emotional in the wording of my text, then again I may not. But anyhow, lets call him Billy. Billy had the nerve to text me monday night and ask me for a ride to school, please. My best friend who knew about the situation saw my face and asked who was texted me, I handed her the phone and she got just as mad as I was. She already knew that I had asked him quite a few times to stop messingaging and calling me and all. She was texting him back and forth telling him to leave me alone and that he already knew the reason why. He tried to act like he did know, but yet he didn't know.
She told me not to call or text him but I didn't listen because at the time I was mad. I did a bit of yelling then he finally said he thinks he knows what the reason was he thinks he knows why. But didn't want to say it aloud because he though I had him on speaker phone. I hung up on him because I felt myself becoming angry.
We started texting back and forth. He told me he thinks he knows what it is and how I got the bruise on my wrist. Then I reminded him of what he apologized for last week and also repeated the comment about the worse feeling in the world is thinking I was pregnant. Then he admitting having sex with me but had the nerve to say that he knew that I wanted it, he knew if I really wanted him to stop I would have gotten him off of me. Then I reminded him of how I tried hitting him, pushing him off of me, and literally pushing him out of me. I reminded him of how I told him to stop many times, I told him no and what he was doing was wrong. I told him don't even try that with me and it was not my fault he shouldn't have done that in the first place. Then he started to apolo-lie (apologize) to me, but kept saying sorry for the bruise but didn't say anything about the rape. I told him that "if he was man enough to do it than be man enough to admit that u did something wrong. U don't have to apologize but be man enough to claim it was messed up". " I also don't him don't say that trippin, I told him to see the situation from the other side of the table as if a cousin or sister had came to him with the same situation. So then he said why didn't I say something immediately afterwards why did I wait so long? I told him I didn't say anything to him because I felt maybe it was my fault that it happened maybe I didn't say no enough time, maybe I should have tried harder to hit him or push him off or maybe I was just in a bad situation. I told him I didn't want to say anything about it I mean how do I tell someone something like that.
Afterwards after letting some steam off and talking to him I thought I would feel alot better but truth be told it didn't help because he is only sorry to get me off his back he isn't truly sorry for his actions. He promised me he will never call or text me again. I saved the text messages that i sent him as well as the ones he sent me. But I try not to look at them because each time I do it makes me alittle mad then it dies down again.
I am not sure if it did more harm or good.
She told me not to call or text him but I didn't listen because at the time I was mad. I did a bit of yelling then he finally said he thinks he knows what the reason was he thinks he knows why. But didn't want to say it aloud because he though I had him on speaker phone. I hung up on him because I felt myself becoming angry.
We started texting back and forth. He told me he thinks he knows what it is and how I got the bruise on my wrist. Then I reminded him of what he apologized for last week and also repeated the comment about the worse feeling in the world is thinking I was pregnant. Then he admitting having sex with me but had the nerve to say that he knew that I wanted it, he knew if I really wanted him to stop I would have gotten him off of me. Then I reminded him of how I tried hitting him, pushing him off of me, and literally pushing him out of me. I reminded him of how I told him to stop many times, I told him no and what he was doing was wrong. I told him don't even try that with me and it was not my fault he shouldn't have done that in the first place. Then he started to apolo-lie (apologize) to me, but kept saying sorry for the bruise but didn't say anything about the rape. I told him that "if he was man enough to do it than be man enough to admit that u did something wrong. U don't have to apologize but be man enough to claim it was messed up". " I also don't him don't say that trippin, I told him to see the situation from the other side of the table as if a cousin or sister had came to him with the same situation. So then he said why didn't I say something immediately afterwards why did I wait so long? I told him I didn't say anything to him because I felt maybe it was my fault that it happened maybe I didn't say no enough time, maybe I should have tried harder to hit him or push him off or maybe I was just in a bad situation. I told him I didn't want to say anything about it I mean how do I tell someone something like that.
Afterwards after letting some steam off and talking to him I thought I would feel alot better but truth be told it didn't help because he is only sorry to get me off his back he isn't truly sorry for his actions. He promised me he will never call or text me again. I saved the text messages that i sent him as well as the ones he sent me. But I try not to look at them because each time I do it makes me alittle mad then it dies down again.
I am not sure if it did more harm or good.