Azureknight 773
IXA the Knight Kamen Rider
- Apr 26, 2009
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I know this board says Christians only, but I have been on the fence between Christianity and atheism. I WANT to be a believer, but I have so many doubts. For one, I don't sense God. I don't feel his presence, or "see" him, or "hear" him as so many Christians say they have. And so my question is...
If I pray to God to prove to me that he exists, will he? I don't think faith is enough for me. I want a miracle. To hear him or see heaven or something that will leave me with NO DOUBTS. I don't want something where I could say "oh, well that's just a coincidence." If I pray for certainty, is there any chance that I could get it?
I also get so discouraged when I see other people with uncertainty. I have this fear that even people who seem to have so much certainty and faith (people I envy and admire) will eventually stumble and lose faith. Be it later in their lives, or right before they die. It seems this world is too discouraging a place to ever have completely belief of God.
You don't need to see Him my fellow Christian. Your life alone proves He exist.
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