Fellowship with CindyisHis (3b)

It's not pride keeping me from seeing a doctor, it's lack of insurance and $$. They want too much money, money we have simply for necessities. The luxury of medical attention is not mine at this time. I don't want to say what I think it is. It has been on my arm for maybe longer than I've had my youngest, now almost 12. Can't say quite when. 12 years? Only it was an itty bitty thing way back thing which a friend, who is a Dr., burned/froze off, whatever it was he did. One on my forehead too. The one on my forehead never came back, but the one on my arm did where he missed a tiny bit.

We never see him anymore. We were on the praise team at church we use to go to. He played guitar. He's not going anywhere last I heard when hubby talked to him maybe 5-6 yrs. ago. He's still blesses my aging parents who go to him. Always, always gives them free meds. They have never had to pay for a prescription. Lord, bless him.

It's been 7 wks. today since the needy lady moved in with us. She is still avidly looking for a job, and trusting the Lord. We've not charged her a dime. Just couldn't see her living in a motel room charging her credit card. She is sweet, loves the Lord, and helps a little around the house. I didn't do this to get a return. I saw a sister in need and couldn't say no b/c I knew it was the Lord saying to me to have her stay here. Hubby readily agreed without ever meeting her. He can be awesome.

I need my harvest now. I do need a return. Not to mention the seed I've sown in other places.

After writing this, I may go see Sam, the Dr. At the most it will be an office charge. It's the lab work etc. that I can't do. I have to draw the line at the office visit. From there, with a professional opinion, I may know exactly what I am dealing with.

The Lord has healed all my diseases. 10 yrs. ago a Dr. wanted to do a hysterectomy to relieve me of great pain. I listened to the Lord's instructions, and I am healed today. I never had surgery or any meds. There are some conventional methods I would refuse, some I would not.

No, I'm not trying to come off as super-spiritual, nor am I too proud to see a Dr. If it were pride I would never had said anything here. I'm particular about who I tell b/c of some of the stupid things people say/pray. I live by God's Word, and pray according to His will, which in this case is healing. He may have a certain avenue for me to take; He doesn't always do things the same way. I'm open. He is Lord. And He will be glorified.

I asked for less hours last night. The Lord showed me to do this 1 -2 wks. ago. I delayed. You know, want to be sure it's God, yada-yada, knowing it was God. My boss was so nice, "Sure, hon. You have a family. What are we talking about? How many hours would you like? I'll try to do this right away." And she has people in the wings, waiting for paper work to go through.

I shall be restored.

Hmmm....maybe the Lord wants this documented. I receive so many healings but since I don't go to the doctor I can't prove it to the skeptics. Oh, who can figure out God? He can do whatever He likes, however He likes. I know it will be good.

CindyisHis said:

It's not pride keeping me from seeing a doctor, it's lack of insurance and $$. They want too much money, money we have simply for necessities. The luxury of medical attention is not mine at this time. I don't want to say what I think it is. It has been on my arm for maybe longer than I've had my youngest, now almost 12. Can't say quite when. 12 years? Only it was an itty bitty thing way back thing which a friend, who is a Dr., burned/froze off, whatever it was he did. One on my forehead too. The one on my forehead never came back, but the one on my arm did where he missed a tiny bit.

We never see him anymore. We were on the praise team at church we use to go to. He played guitar. He's not going anywhere last I heard when hubby talked to him maybe 5-6 yrs. ago. He's still blesses my aging parents who go to him. Always, always gives them free meds. They have never had to pay for a prescription. Lord, bless him.

It's been 7 wks. today since the needy lady moved in with us. She is still avidly looking for a job, and trusting the Lord. We've not charged her a dime. Just couldn't see her living in a motel room charging her credit card. She is sweet, loves the Lord, and helps a little around the house. I didn't do this to get a return. I saw a sister in need and couldn't say no b/c I knew it was the Lord saying to me to have her stay here. Hubby readily agreed without ever meeting her. He can be awesome.

I need my harvest now. I do need a return. Not to mention the seed I've sown in other places.

After writing this, I may go see Sam, the Dr. At the most it will be an office charge. It's the lab work etc. that I can't do. I have to draw the line at the office visit. From there, with a professional opinion, I may know exactly what I am dealing with.

The Lord has healed all my diseases. 10 yrs. ago a Dr. wanted to do a hysterectomy to relieve me of great pain. I listened to the Lord's instructions, and I am healed today. Inever had surgery or any meds. There are some conventional methods I would refuse, some I would not.

No, I'm not trying to come off as super-spiritual, nor am I too proud to see a Dr. If it were pride I would never had said anything here. I'm particular about who I tell b/c of some of the stupid things people say/pray. I live by God's Word, and pray according to His will, which in this case is healing. He may a certain avenue for me to take; He didn't always do things the same way. I'm open. He is Lord. And He will be glorified.

I asked for less hours last night. The Lord showed me to do this 1 -2 wks. ago. I delayed. You know, want to be sure it's God, yada-yada, knowing it was God. My boss was so nice, "Sure, hon. You have a family. What are we talking about? How many hours would you like? I'll try to do this right away." And she has people in the wings, waiting for paper work to go through.

I shall be restored.

Hmmm....maybe the Lord wants this documented. I receive so many healings but since I don't go to the doctor I can't prove it to the skeptics. Oh, who can figure out God? He can do whatever He likes, however He likes. I know it will be good.

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Thank you for sharing your testimony......God is working powerfully through you, just not sure, for now, where He's going......you have a point about planting seeds....i can relate......i have planted seeds amidst tears many times....and it's those times when He appears silent that have been sooooooo soul-shaking to me.....it's at those times i sow, in the face of the walkin' up that mountain.....i'm lifting you up dear sister, and your family, and the wunnerful soul you took into your home (i believe that angels unawares comes in many forms, and when we respond to the needs of others, we are ministering to Jesus Himself, for He spoke it when He said whatever you do for the least of these, my brethren, you do unto me) i'm lifting each of you up, and that the path and door will become visible and with such clarity that it cannot be mistaken, that He is prompting you to follow in reference to medical intervention or otherwise. I'm praying visible, tangible blessings on all involved, and in numbers too overflowing to count....

One of the songs i have meditated on, from Psalms, is how long O Lord, for i have been on a journey myself...and it appeared that when i sowed seed, the enemy would attack me fiercely....and i sowed, in the midst of brokenness and tears.....again and again.....the attacks have shaken me to my core.....and God would appear to be absent and/or silent.....i wondered if i could go on......

your testimony is precious...please continue sharing.....for your brothers and sisters in the fire, the furnace of affliction...please continue....

i know He is doing something in our lives, i just don't see it....yet....

it's the holding on i must do, and perhaps He is enabling me to do so, by your testimony.....and enabling others, by your testimony.

God bless you my sister, and beloved daughter of the Most High God ((((hug))))

I will stand with you Cindy.. With faith the size of mustard seeds we can move mountains.. YAY to a sweet sister having faith in GOD alone!!

Dear Father GOD I am in complete agreement with Cindy for this sore on her arm and ask for her healing.. I pray in faith because the prayer of faith heals the sick and YOU LORD have said YOU will raise her up.. and YOU also said if two on earth will agree about anything we ask for it will be done for us because YOU are our FATHER in heaven.. I stand and pray the prayer of agreement with CINDY that the root cause of it to be completely gone.. gone.. gone and loosed from her in the name of JESUS!! All symtoms, all sickness leave CINDY now in JESUS name.. amen

I will not give up Cindy.. we are here.. it moves.. Halleujah what a Saviour..

Matthew 18:19
"Again, I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven.

Ecclesiastes 4:12
Though one may be overpowered,
two can defend themselves.
A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.

Cindy my dear friend.I am praying for you.I love you so very much.

The Lord has shown me to do some things.

1. I have been praising Him.

You may not know b/c I don't talk about it much, but I am a worshiper. I love to sing, sing psalms to Him. I make up songs, sing in the spirit, and sing lots of songs from church. Tonight as I vacuumed after my shift I sang at the top of my lungs to Him. I was alone. Then I sang softly as I passed others at work. I praised on my way home last night as I fought to stay awake on the road, and also through the tears as the devil feeds me lies. Of course, he stops. He flees.

2. I hear "Stop the coffee. Alkalize."

Oh, I'm groaning. Flesh has to die. I've thought, how can I live without coffee? Lol, I never drank it hardly for the longest time, till I started this crazy schedule. I was free. Now I must drive it out again.

Alkalize - that's lots of greens, veggies, fruits, less meats, wheat, etc. Almonds, molasses, green tea, and green foods (spirulina, sea veggies, wheatgrass, etc. I have access now to organic dandelions at no cost b/c of the farming I do. The Lord knew.

3. I asked for less hours at work last night. My boss readily gave it to me.

The Lord spoke to my heart a couple of weeks ago as I read the Word about the Sabbath. Oh, did that penetrate. Thirty minutes after I read it, someone on TV talked about how he ran his body down and the Lord showed him why when he had asked Him - he was not giving it the rest it needed. Hmmm.....30 minutes after the Lord spoke it to me. Okay, okay. I hear You, Lord. So now, I have finally obeyed.


4. A friend contacted me about a supplement for skin, knowing I'd rather go with natural than pharmaceutical. Kind of interesting how and when she heard. The timing was, well, it was the Lord!

It must be a lie of the devil that says I've got to have coffee to make it. I never have found that in the Word.

I had my customary green tea this morning with added alfalfa, yerba mate, nettles, and gotu kola. Mmmmm, so nourishing.

These are good, and the Lord made them, but my trust and hope is in Him. He is the One who heals me of all my diseases.

I love the Lord. Even when my husband wakes up complaining, my daughter fails to do her chores, and prayer/Word time is rudely interrupted with his complaints and grumblings about this and that, the caulking is gone from around the kitchen sink, next the microwave doesn't work, and on and on, I will yet praise the Lord. He told Martha that Mary had chosen the needful thing and it would not be taken from her. I will love my husband, but I cleave to the Lord. He is my help, not man. I forgive my husband and pray he finds peace as he seeks God with all his heart. They have gone to church, I am getting ready for work. My prayer time is crucial. And I had it! It took some doing, some persistence, but I found Him. He's with me in the quiet, and He's with me in the storm.

I am praying for you my friends (ral and pc) that requested prayer in your marriage. I am standing in faith with you, and earnestly desiring to see the picture of Jesus and His bride displayed in your marriage. I am often thinking about you, and how you are doing. This may be my thread, but it's not all about me. I love you all.

Jere, I hope you doing well.

Genn, may many be won to the Lord and drawn closer to Him through your ministry.

Thank you Cindy.. I know about things going wrong with household items and my car too.. Double blessings on them and others.. for what satan steals we get double back..

The joy of the LORD is our strength!!

Our oldest son Sebastian started university today.. so big day for him, has to travel by train to get there.. so long day for him.. I am so proud of him.. The LORD has been with him to do so well.. got a scholarship for this year too.. PRAISE GOD!!

peacechild4 said:

Thank you Cindy.. I know about things going wrong with household items and my car too.. Double blessings on them and others.. for what satan steals we get double back..

The joy of the LORD is our strength!!

Our oldest son Sebastian started university today.. so big day for him, has to travel by train to get there.. so long day for him.. I am so proud of him.. The LORD has been with him to do so well.. got a scholarship for this year too.. PRAISE GOD!!

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for Sebastian. May all go well, and may he do well.

I wasn't upset about the household items, or my van for that matter, but what bothered me greatly was the enemy attempting to steal my prayer time. My husband frequently interrupts when I'm in the Word/prayer, not out of necessity, nor to add something the Lord is saying, but to say things that are of little value. I've asked him nicely to wait, and also tried to tell him how important it is for me to commune with the Lord. That in itself I find odd to have to explain to a Christian.

Doesn't everybody thirst for Him as a deer pants for the water?

CindyisHis said:

It must be a lie of the devil that says I've got to have coffee to make it. I never have found that in the Word.

I had my customary green tea this morning with added alfalfa, yerba mate, nettles, and gotu kola. Mmmmm, so nourishing.

These are good, and the Lord made them, but my trust and hope is in Him. He is the One who heals me of all my diseases.

I love the Lord. Even when my husband wakes up complaining, my daughter fails to do her chores, and prayer/Word time is rudely interrupted with his complaints and grumblings about this and that, the caulking is gone from around the kitchen sink, next the microwave doesn't work, and on and on, I will yet praise the Lord. He told Martha that Mary had chosen the needful thing and it would not be taken from her. I will love my husband, but I cleave to the Lord. He is my help, not man. I forgive my husband and pray he finds peace as he seeks God with all his heart. They have gone to church, I am getting ready for work. My prayer time is crucial. And I had it! It took some doing, some persistence, but I found Him. He's with me in the quiet, and He's with me in the storm.

I am praying for you my friends (ral and pc) that requested prayer in your marriage. I am standing in faith with you, and earnestly desiring to see the picture of Jesus and His bride displayed in your marriage. I am often thinking about you, and how you are doing. This may be my thread, but it's not all about me. I love you all.

Jere, I hope you doing well.

Genn, may many be won to the Lord and drawn closer to Him through your ministry.

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I had my customary green tea this morning with added alfalfa, yerba mate, nettles, and gotu kola.

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ok, i'm intrigued....what kind of green tea, and where do you get alfalfa, what is yerba mate, nettles, and gotu kola?

brinny said:

ok, i'm intrigued....what kind of green tea, and where do you get alfalfa, what is yerba mate, nettles, and gotu kola?

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Lol
The brand of green tea I buy is Prince of Peace. Pretty cool, eh? It's the best deal - 100 bags for $6.50. Just went up a dollar.

I buy alfalfa leaves (chopped) along with the other herbs at an herb shop. They're few and far between. There are two in Melbourne, FL., which is a drive for me so I stock up when I go. I buy lots there when I do.

Yerba mate is getting popular and be bought T practically any health food store. It is an "up" tea, used as a coffee substitute, has no caffeine, at least I don't think so, alkalizes, anti-aging, and has lots of other good things going for it. Nettles is a wonderful "woman" herb, but not restricted to women. It's a very green herb, also alkalizing. Gotu kola is an energizing herb too. They all work synergistically.

And the Lord made them all. Man has not tampered with them as with pharmaceutical drugs.

Cindy, my friend, how do you feel today?
hugs
love you

Hi Jeremiah,
Yes Cindy I too was looking in to see how your feeling today?

Not stopping to pray and stand in faith for your healing Cindy..

Could you also and anyone else please stand for my daughter Talitha's healing of her stomach.. she has had lots of pain.. and has two days of school.. They say she needs invasive stomach exploration.. LOL.. I know there is a proper name for that.. LOL.. not sure what it is.. But believing for her healing and it gone.. gone.. gone.. Halleujah.. glory to the LORD who has healed both Cindy and Talitha!! \0/

peacechild4 said:

Not stopping to pray and stand in faith for your healing Cindy..

Could you also and anyone else please stand for my daughter Talitha's healing of her stomach.. she has had lots of pain.. and has two days of school.. They say she needs invasive stomach exploration.. LOL.. I know there is a proper name for that.. LOL.. not sure what it is.. But believing for her healing and it gone.. gone.. gone.. Halleujah.. glory to the LORD who has healed both Cindy and Talitha!! \0/

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Yes, we pray she will not have to go through any medical procedures, nor miss school. I call her healed, for she was by Jesus' stripes.

As for me? Thanks for asking ladies. I am feeling so much better today! I have more energy. I attribute this to the Lord of course, your prayers, and practical things too. Work was not as busy tonight. I went to Life Group this morning, but did nothing in between. I only did some light cooking. No laundry, no homeschooling, no cleaning. And I have cut way back on coffee. I only had about a half a cup all day today and yesterday too. I have purposely added more veggies and other supplements. I even had a spinach smoothie at breakfast with a super green powder added to it. Actually it tastes quite good!

I'm off tomorrow, but work at the farm a little in the morning. Dd can do laundry with my guidance. Homeschooling will be a joy. Dinner will go in the crockpot making it simple. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
The sore is drying up a bit already. Hallelujah! It must go b/c I'm healed already.

brinny, I gave you a short description earlier as I was in a hurry. The blend also has raspberry leaf, a very very good herb for women.

Yerbe mate - cleanses the blood, controls the appetite, anti-aging, tones nervous system, and stimulates the mind. Good for constipation, bowels, and allergies. It also enhances other herbs.

Damiana, also in the blend - energy tonic, aphrodisiac. Good for hormones, and to get in the mood.

Alfalfa - alkallizes, detoxifies, diuretic, eases inflamation, balances hormones, anti-fungal, and good for bone and joint disorders.

More on the rest another time.

Thank you Cindy.. we are healed.. halleujah.. to the flesh responding to the LORD and HIS truth!!

It is interesting to read what you write..
I love tea.. but it is more a hot tea.. with milk.. black tea I think??

What a name Prince of Peace.. I like that..

Tonight I was talking to one of my sons Conner about the LORD and he told me of a wonderful dream he had last night of having a feast with the LORD and the giving and receiving gifts..

peacechild4 said:

Thank you Cindy.. we are healed.. halleujah.. to the flesh responding to the LORD and HIS truth!!

It is interesting to read what you write..
I love tea.. but it is more a hot tea.. with milk.. black tea I think??

What a name Prince of Peace.. I like that..

Tonight I was talking to one of my sons Conner about the LORD and he told me of a wonderful dream he had last night of having a feast with the LORD and the giving and receiving gifts..

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He's the one who was filed with the Spirit not too long ago. He's sounds like he has a heart for the Lord. What a dream! My son had a profound dream at a very young age. He woke up one morning, came running into the kitchen to tell me of his dream. He was quite disturbed over it and rather breathlessly, told me he had a dream of Jesus being on a tree, dying. He couldn't have been but about 4 yrs. old at the time.

The tea blend I described is medicinal tea, made from the leaves of plants.

Conner's second name is Samuel.. He came after baby Tyler who is in heaven.. I asked of God for another child.. and the LORD gave him to me.. very special child.. he came after a loss so I really cherished him and how precious he was.. He is most open to things of the LORD then any of the others.. though our youngest now asks for daily devotionals

Wow that is awesome at only 4 years old.. that is doubly special.. When you see Gods hands on them like that so young.. it gives you hope when they get older and fall away a bit.. I think that anyway!!

peacechild4 said:

Conner's second name is Samuel.. He came after baby Tyler who is in heaven.. I asked of God for another child.. and the LORD gave him to me.. very special child.. he came after a loss so I really cherished him and how precious he was.. He is most open to things of the LORD then any of the others.. though our youngest now asks for daily devotionals

Wow that is awesome at only 4 years old.. that is doubly special.. When you see Gods hands on them like that so young.. it gives you hope when they get older and fall away a bit.. I think that anyway!!

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He did go through a very dark time at around 11, 12 - 14 yrs. of age. He is a sweetheart now. And he's following the Lord. He's 20.

"s to all of you!

I've been incredibly busy, and any computer time I invest in is used up by Facebook ( on which I spend too much time).

Hope everyone is doing well. I am. I prayed that God would restore my marriage, and you know, He has been doing just that. We had a breakthrough fight a couple of weeks ago which ended with us actually talking (instead of the usual hurt, anger, revenge that had been our pattern). Things changed from there. We still have a long ways to go, but God is working on my heart. I'm hearing that I need to love my husband, honor him, and submit to him. All three are enormously difficult at times (especially the last). But, I want to walk in obedience to God so I'm committed to doing everything I can to keep my marriage.

Thank again everyone for your prayers and support. Love you all. Ral

Nice to see you again. I'm very happy to hear things a getting better in your marriage, and the Lord convicting you to love, honor, and submit to your husband. I like your tenacious attitude of doing whatever it takes to obey God.