OKay I used to love going to church, but with so much that has happened I have become disillusioned. I go, I have my ministry, but people who talk behind your back, or when people are wrong and look like martyrs and you end up being the big jerk when you were right, how can I make church enjoyable again. My whole family has ministries there, and I have two important one. I left one and want to leave the other one just because there is no enthusiasm or joy. This is just not me whining, its happened to many others there, and now they don't go to church at all, or just sit and do nothing. I didn;t think I would be one of them...ever. Help! and please pray for me and my church. BY the way I cannot leave the church and go to another, although sometimes it would be great.