at least we know is is 'normal'!
I am having trouble looking at photos of when he was well. I just look and remember his touch, his smell, his lovely big hands, his voice. its so surreal. Almost like he's going to walk back into my life. I know I will see him in heaven but somehow that isnt comforting me. In heaven we will not be the same, we will not be married. i know when i;m there the joy will out weigh all of that but I'm not there, I'm HERE! alone and in between my new, unasked for life!!
(Gee, I sound rather pitiful dont I.)
I think I've moved on then I just want everything to stop. I told Gid this morning that this ias just so hard and it isnt right that people should go through this much pain. Pointless arguement as I know all the answers but I felt like being a spoilt brat this morning.
ladies....we KNOW he has a plan and a purpose for us so hold on.. thats what I am doing.
take care and I pray God gives you something really special from him today!!