I just need to talk. I don't really have anyone around here that I think would feel comfortable listening. My friends and family love me, I know that, but they don't know what to do or say when I'm talking about Eric. I just need someone to listen, but I know it's hard to just sit and take it in when you want to do something.
This year is rather difficult for me. I guess it started last November. I took the anniversary of his death REALLY hard, and was completely alone for the first time. I didn't anticipate it being a problem, so it completely bowled me over.
This year I am the age he was when he died. I think of that every day. Trust me, I don't mean to, but it's just something that's affecting me this year. I can't imagine saying goodbye to life at this point.
In a little over a week he will have been gone for 4 years. It's hard to believe it's been 4 years. On one hand, it feels like it was just this morning. On the other hand, it feels like a lifetime.
I came across some pictures of him the other day. I'd forgotten sticking them in a stack of pictures, and they took my breath away; it was just really unexpected to come across them.
Anyway...thank you. I feel a little better now.
This year is rather difficult for me. I guess it started last November. I took the anniversary of his death REALLY hard, and was completely alone for the first time. I didn't anticipate it being a problem, so it completely bowled me over.
This year I am the age he was when he died. I think of that every day. Trust me, I don't mean to, but it's just something that's affecting me this year. I can't imagine saying goodbye to life at this point.
In a little over a week he will have been gone for 4 years. It's hard to believe it's been 4 years. On one hand, it feels like it was just this morning. On the other hand, it feels like a lifetime.
I came across some pictures of him the other day. I'd forgotten sticking them in a stack of pictures, and they took my breath away; it was just really unexpected to come across them.
Anyway...thank you. I feel a little better now.