i am married with two wonderful daughters. i started going to church when they were introduced to sunday school. i found myself totally at home, and wanted to continue to build a relationship with God, but my husband is very untrusting (totally without cause) and started making it quite clear he didnt want me going - he started accusing me of having a boyfriend there which was extremely hurtful, totally unfounded and just him being controlling.
my kids still go to sunday school - which is very important to me. i dont want him stopping them too.
i read the bible when i can, and always stop and have a quick chat when i pick the kids up again, but i feel so lost now. i so want to go there but he will just make the atmosphere at home unbearable and then the kids will stop going.
i feel totally let down by him and by myself too.
has anyone got any advice for me please?
i dont want my marriage to be over - but only because although he is not violent to me now, i would become scared of what he might do if i do leave. it is also extremely important to me that my kids grow up with a mum and a dad.
hes absolutely fine aslong as we are doing what he wants us to do, so i just go along with it because its just easier that way.
thanks
my kids still go to sunday school - which is very important to me. i dont want him stopping them too.
i read the bible when i can, and always stop and have a quick chat when i pick the kids up again, but i feel so lost now. i so want to go there but he will just make the atmosphere at home unbearable and then the kids will stop going.
i feel totally let down by him and by myself too.
has anyone got any advice for me please?
i dont want my marriage to be over - but only because although he is not violent to me now, i would become scared of what he might do if i do leave. it is also extremely important to me that my kids grow up with a mum and a dad.
hes absolutely fine aslong as we are doing what he wants us to do, so i just go along with it because its just easier that way.
thanks
