My parents donr know about the fact that I find it hard to be in crowds and stuff and that sometimes school set it off. It used to be only a few days every few weeks that I would get anxious at school, and I could fight through those days, now it is everyday. It feels like all my fellow year 13 (grade 12) are waiting for me to screw up badly, like they are watching me and just commenting in there head about how weird I am, and stuff. I'm feel like I'm such a outcast and that it wont be long now until comment are being made again.
Because of all of this I have been skipping school 1 or two days a weeks, my Mum is starting to find out though, and she is not happy about it. I cant tell her what is going on, but I feel like I cant go to school either. I'm trapped between two things.
Because of all of this I have been skipping school 1 or two days a weeks, my Mum is starting to find out though, and she is not happy about it. I cant tell her what is going on, but I feel like I cant go to school either. I'm trapped between two things.
