I just got dumped on 03/19/08. I was in a long distance relationship with somebody I should not have been since 12/04/07. He is legally separated. He had not pulled the trigger and divorced his wayward spouse yet. We met when I contacted him on another message board (not this one) and I had an opportunity to walk away. Stupid me, I stayed. He flew out here, met me but freaked out afterwards. His divorce papers remain not served/filed but literally sit there in his house.
This man is highly immature in ways I did not see when I was drawn in. I can see that now by what I can read on his social networking pages.
I talked to a new friend last night, a brother in Christ (we are just friends), who pointed me to Scripture and shared the truth in love about my situation.
He suggested I find women who have done what I have done, or something like it, to talk to, that it might help me.
Right now, I ask for prayer for that. And prayer for me. I keep getting into relationships that are doomed with men. And this one was totally inappropriate.
It is hard for me to write this. I feel so broken and lost. I know I need to set my eyes on Jesus.
I don't want to jump into another relationship to forget this last man. I want to heal the right way.
I am also going through unemployment right now and my mom almost died in the hospital from an internal bleed.
I need prayers, support and a hug. I know I was wrong. I need to move on and I want to be happy again.
I had nightmares about this man last night. I just want to put him out of my mind.
Sorry my 7th post is such a downer.
This man is highly immature in ways I did not see when I was drawn in. I can see that now by what I can read on his social networking pages.
I talked to a new friend last night, a brother in Christ (we are just friends), who pointed me to Scripture and shared the truth in love about my situation.
He suggested I find women who have done what I have done, or something like it, to talk to, that it might help me.
Right now, I ask for prayer for that. And prayer for me. I keep getting into relationships that are doomed with men. And this one was totally inappropriate.
It is hard for me to write this. I feel so broken and lost. I know I need to set my eyes on Jesus.
I don't want to jump into another relationship to forget this last man. I want to heal the right way.
I am also going through unemployment right now and my mom almost died in the hospital from an internal bleed.
I need prayers, support and a hug. I know I was wrong. I need to move on and I want to be happy again.
I had nightmares about this man last night. I just want to put him out of my mind.
Sorry my 7th post is such a downer.
Praying for you and your mom. You will make it through this. Hope you get to feeling better. God Bless
(Psalm 51 is good for penance if needed, Psalms 56 & 57 for relief & safety, & conclude with the Lord's prayer perhaps?)
