I've tried to become an alcohol drinker to make me a happier person. But it tastes horrible and getting up three times in a night to dry heave because I already puked out everything in my stomach got old after just one time.
The reasons I did drink when I drank were either everyone else was doing it so I was doing it to fit in and be liked, or I was drinking to try to re-experience that good feeling except all alone. It didn't work. I kept drinking and drinking until my face was numb, but I was still alone. And instead of being happy, I hated myself even more. I loved those I loved even more. The hurt, was so much more.
I haven't had a drink in over 6 months.
The reasons I did drink when I drank were either everyone else was doing it so I was doing it to fit in and be liked, or I was drinking to try to re-experience that good feeling except all alone. It didn't work. I kept drinking and drinking until my face was numb, but I was still alone. And instead of being happy, I hated myself even more. I loved those I loved even more. The hurt, was so much more.
I haven't had a drink in over 6 months.
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