Just a brief outline of whats been going on over the past year (emphasis on the brief)
This is not to boast. Please just read it haha the first bits is a brief background info!
I've always been told I have this huge annointing on my life, I've always been aware of this huge plan God has for me, and the incredible things he has taken me through, and done that many people will not experience (bad and good) Ever since I was just 4 years old and we were at this mega Christian festival called Spring Harvest. I was dancing and totally in the spirit. They have dancers on the stage and theylifted me up and I just kept dancing, the next day all the preachers were talking about it. When I was 10 and baptised it really came to light WHAT God is doing, the incredible things he has done and is doing.
This time last year I went to a conference that was praying for the next generation and God turned my life around. He opened my eyes to this huge plan and I had tons of prophecys and such. It was incredible, but it was almost TOO big for me to do. I wasn't that intrested in music, but I used it alot, I just wasn't going to make a career out of it or whatever. God told me this huge thing and I was all, what ME? Just like moses I felt like why can't you send it to anyone else? I have no confidence at all, I have no means of doing it! But I still embraced it and the following day at the conference I was blessed with the gift of tongues, which I had wanted (but I never really use
) more prophecys and prayers andblessings. Over the next few months God completely stuck to his word. He confirmed it everyday and huge blessings were starting to come my way, I was becoming stronger in my faith and more overwhelmed at what he was doing, it was stagerring! I have grown so much in the past year its pretty amazing.
I have been given such a passion from God and without this (slightly infuriating) passion I would not be able to do this, without his blessings and the fact I have been soo depressed at such a young age has made me ready to do his will. I was completely broken at 6 and have been being rebuilt since then. If God hadn't broken me, would he be able to use me like he wishes? No, I don't believe so.
Anyway, I went back to this conference last weekend (22nd Feb) So many people wanted to pray for me. I kept having people come up to me and say that they can see something really special in me and such and kept laying hands on me and praying. It was pretty incredible. The conference was held at a really big church in england, if you get what I mean, not just big in size. The pastor and his wife (who led the conference) are really amazing and prophetic people and lovely, and their church is cool....but yeah. They kept saying all through the conference to the lady who took me that I was really annointed and that God obviously had annointed me hugely and stuff.
Well...that stopped me in my tracks, I knew I was gifted, I'm always being told. But to have those two say it and other things that happened it was just like WOAH, God you totally have something to say. It really hit me then about this annointing. I knew I was gifted but it was then it sunk in that God had annointed me for something incredible and that it was going to be an amazing journey!
Exciting stuff eh?
You see, I know I've been a bit of a drama queen, but now I think, I just gotta stick with God becuase with all hes done, I can't turn away, it's like stupid if I did that, totally stupid.
I totally had to surrender to God that weekend. The song Hosanna really touched me "Break my heart for what breaks yours. Everything I am for your kingdoms cause" It was hard and I was really struggling becuase I almost didn't want to let go of certain things, but surrender means everything.
So yeah, prayers and encouragement would be immense Please reply to this thread, be it with a prayer encourgement or just acknowledging you read it, it's kinda important! Thanks!
Everything I am
Katie-beth x
This is not to boast. Please just read it haha the first bits is a brief background info!
I've always been told I have this huge annointing on my life, I've always been aware of this huge plan God has for me, and the incredible things he has taken me through, and done that many people will not experience (bad and good) Ever since I was just 4 years old and we were at this mega Christian festival called Spring Harvest. I was dancing and totally in the spirit. They have dancers on the stage and theylifted me up and I just kept dancing, the next day all the preachers were talking about it. When I was 10 and baptised it really came to light WHAT God is doing, the incredible things he has done and is doing.
This time last year I went to a conference that was praying for the next generation and God turned my life around. He opened my eyes to this huge plan and I had tons of prophecys and such. It was incredible, but it was almost TOO big for me to do. I wasn't that intrested in music, but I used it alot, I just wasn't going to make a career out of it or whatever. God told me this huge thing and I was all, what ME? Just like moses I felt like why can't you send it to anyone else? I have no confidence at all, I have no means of doing it! But I still embraced it and the following day at the conference I was blessed with the gift of tongues, which I had wanted (but I never really use
) more prophecys and prayers andblessings. Over the next few months God completely stuck to his word. He confirmed it everyday and huge blessings were starting to come my way, I was becoming stronger in my faith and more overwhelmed at what he was doing, it was stagerring! I have grown so much in the past year its pretty amazing. I have been given such a passion from God and without this (slightly infuriating) passion I would not be able to do this, without his blessings and the fact I have been soo depressed at such a young age has made me ready to do his will. I was completely broken at 6 and have been being rebuilt since then. If God hadn't broken me, would he be able to use me like he wishes? No, I don't believe so.
Anyway, I went back to this conference last weekend (22nd Feb) So many people wanted to pray for me. I kept having people come up to me and say that they can see something really special in me and such and kept laying hands on me and praying. It was pretty incredible. The conference was held at a really big church in england, if you get what I mean, not just big in size. The pastor and his wife (who led the conference) are really amazing and prophetic people and lovely, and their church is cool....but yeah. They kept saying all through the conference to the lady who took me that I was really annointed and that God obviously had annointed me hugely and stuff.
Well...that stopped me in my tracks, I knew I was gifted, I'm always being told. But to have those two say it and other things that happened it was just like WOAH, God you totally have something to say. It really hit me then about this annointing. I knew I was gifted but it was then it sunk in that God had annointed me for something incredible and that it was going to be an amazing journey!
Exciting stuff eh?You see, I know I've been a bit of a drama queen, but now I think, I just gotta stick with God becuase with all hes done, I can't turn away, it's like stupid if I did that, totally stupid.
I totally had to surrender to God that weekend. The song Hosanna really touched me "Break my heart for what breaks yours. Everything I am for your kingdoms cause" It was hard and I was really struggling becuase I almost didn't want to let go of certain things, but surrender means everything.
So yeah, prayers and encouragement would be immense
Please reply to this thread, be it with a prayer encourgement or just acknowledging you read it, it's kinda important! Thanks!Everything I am
Katie-beth x
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