- Dec 17, 2007
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Hello, I never left a thread asking for reassurance, but this ordeal has got me alittle shooken up. You see I've been on Paxil for a month now, it helps a great deal, but not all the way yet at least. I disregard any blasphemous thoughts I have or any other ridiculous thoughts cause I can distinguish that they're not my own. One in particular though that I keep on doing that has me doing crazy compulsions. I have a thought run through my mind saying "I bet my soul" then there will be a ridiculous thing to do after it, and long story short I find myself touching things in numbers in time limits. I can't even play video games anymore cause it happens ALOT when I'm competing, and if I don't do any of the actions, or lose after this thought, I fear that my soul is gone!
You see this thought feels like when the blasphemous thoughts set in, like they're my own. I'll just be sitting and BAM! It happens. Please help me out! Thanks!
You see this thought feels like when the blasphemous thoughts set in, like they're my own. I'll just be sitting and BAM! It happens. Please help me out! Thanks!
