As per a request by an individual on this forum, I will semi-briefly discuss my journey from the emergent church to Holy Orthodoxy.
To start..I have always had a strong Hippie flare in me mainly because I used to be extremely utopian in every sense of the word. This utopian mindset eventually led me from being a Southern Baptist to seeking out my own spirituality and truth. Through a series of negative experiences at various churches (which really burned me out), I began to doubt the absoluteness of the Christian church and the inability of the gospel to truly transform the heart. Therefore, I looked into spiritual thought and practice in other faiths, specifically Hinduism, to find a path to walk that would bring me closer to God. About this time I encountered an emergent group who were meeting in a house close to where I lived. I was drawn to their community because of their lack of absolutes, their freedom of thought and interpretation and their focus on community (not to mention they were very hippyish in their thinking and more liberal so I felt at home.) After attending there for a while, I began to realize that this free-thinking, lackadaisical spirituality was nothing more than cognitive exercises aimed at soothing the religious conscience, but had no power to heal and transform the heart.
After letting myself become confused by erroneous interpretations of scripture, false teachings from other religious traditions and an ultra-liberal worldview I naturally became very confused and jaded about issues of faith. I began to question if there was one truth, one gospel, one path to walk. The gospels did say that the path is straight and the gate is narrow! So
I decided that I would drop everything I had known and start from scratch. I came to the conclusion that I wanted truth and salvation even if it went against everything I believed, but I was willing to give up all of my beliefs for the sake of truth. I started reading St. Polycarp, St. Ignatius, St. Justin Martyr, etc. I observed that their teachings of the faith, descriptions of the early Christian church, etc. was NOTHING like what I had thought and believed. So I started doing my research to find the church that followed the tradition of the apostles and fathers, and found Orthodoxy. I had a lot of unlearning and relearning to do, but by Gods grace I am getting there.
Sorry for the length. However, this is a VERY abbreviated version of my journey! But, I will be glad to answer anyones questions.