>>I need some more feelings before I can continue. Come on people, look lively!
I think it would help to look at the big picture, and not just our feeling and emotions.
If Adam and Eve had never sinned, they would still be alive today in perfect health. They would have never grown old. Adam would not have a bald spot on his head, Eve would never have a headache. They would have perfect teeth, perfect hearing and perfect sight. There would be no pain, no misery, so suffering no sorrow. It would never be to hot or to cold. They would still be in Paradise and when they went to tend the garden, they would nto have any weeds, thorns or thisles. There would be nothing harmfull in all of creation. No little bugs biting us or stingers on the bees. We would never have to worry about getting bitten by a dog, the lion and the lamb would lay down together, and a child could lead them peacefully about.
The good news is, that Edon is now on the inside of us. We still live in a fallen world, but the world is on the outside of us. It will be transformed and restored as well. But now, we have been transformed and restored so that the Kingdom of Heaven, Paradise is on the inside of us who love God. We have perfect peace and contentment. We have satisfaction as the world can never know satisfaction. We have already obtained what they are seeking after in all the wrong places and in all the wrong ways. The children of the devil are deceived and being lied to. We know the truth and we have freedom to walk in.
Beyond this, pray, and the Holy Spirit can show you what Eden was all about. I do not know about others, but before I got saved, I longed inside to have the love, joy, peace, happyness and contentment that I have now found in Christ. Not that I could have ever found it on my own. But God will come to those who are seeking Him. He is always searching for whosoever is willing to repent and turn back wholeheartedly to Him.
2 Chron. 16:9a For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward him.