Come Sit For a Spell with Melz!

Sometimes I wish I was on my own. I need prayer right now. My parents and my brother is coming and my son is acting up. My husband didn't even want my family to come. My husband isn't very kind and can think of something daily to cut me down. I think it is his mission in this life to drag me into the deepest pit of despair. Plus my son is getting agressive at times. When he first beacame agressive it was due to him being sick and he hits me when he gets like that and it hurts. I dont want this life any more. I dont want a son who is disabled and when is sick is hitting me. I dont want a husband who comes home and calls me names or complains about my son and how the way he is is my fault. I dont want to be blamed any more for having a miscarriage and being reminded our baby would have been 1 year if I had been more careful. Please pray for me. i am a mess right now. thanks

I will, and I do pray for you. I cannot give any advice, because what I would do in your situation prob. would not be very Godly, but then what your H is doing is not either.
I am so so sorry; you are a good mom and a wonderful woman, and a beautiful child of God.
I will ask Him to make a way for you.

Thanks CM. I need to seriously get away. I'd like to take my daughter and head west or south and leave my husband alone with our son for a week. maybe then he'd appreciate me. Did you know My son had 3 accidents today. He woke up needing to be cleaned up cause he went in his sleep and then he went twice today and doesnt want to sit on the toilet any more when he goes number 2 so it gets on the floor and on him and it smells and I immiediately clean him and the mess so it wont stink up my place.

I don't know if he would appreciate you more, who knows? Those kind of people do not appreciate anyone; he would just get mad at you and your kiddo.
I am sorry it is so tough; wish there was a way you could get a break or is there an agency who can send a caregiver for a few hours so you could go take a walk or shop or something?

Seems the govt. has stuff like that, you may have to call around.
Maybe you qualify for something like that.

True but that wont change the way things are. I try not to be negative but every now and then I am.

You have every right to vent if you need to.
That's what your friends are for, to be here for you.

But, honestly, a break, so that you can think, and pray and get away for a moment, would not be a bad idea.

OH Kath! I am SO sorry about your situation. It makes me cry. It really does. (((Hugs)))

*Peeks in and wishes you all a blessed weekend

JolieHeart said:

*Peeks in and wishes you all a blessed weekend

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HEY! Welcome! Thanks! Good to see a new face!

Hello and hope this day is blessed for ya'll!!

Heading out for football practice; see ya'll later~~

Praying for everyone!

Got back from vacation
Doing great!!

Glad someone had a good vacation!

Hi bird of thunder. Hope you have a blessed day.
Hi Jppt glad you had a great vacation.

*waves* Slept for once without waking up in the middle of it! Good thing too, as I needed tonight for work! I pray everyone has a good day today!

Hi (((Melz))).
Luv ya!

Hi sister of mine. Good to see you :^)

whitebeaches said:

Hi sister of mine. Good to see you :^)

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((((Thanks))))- and you.

Rejoicealways2 said:

((((Thanks))))- and you.

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Doing ok, but I do wish I could eat a nice big breakfast :^)

HEY!!!!!!!!!! Michelle and Kath!! 2 of my favorite gals! how are ya??