Are You High, Low or Level? (2)

searchingforpeace · Jul 16, 2007

PrairieGurl said:
I know I'm not high, level and I'm not even sure if low... today feels like it's been a few days wrapped up into one?????

I think it's sinking in that my Dad's condition could go on for a long while. That this could be just the begining of a never ending spiral downward for him. Mom and us kids and of course Dad are on a rough road...but it's the one 'chosen' for us now. It's not going to be easy...

I do thank you for your prayers! It means so much to my whole family.

I won't type more about Dad till there is a major change. It just gets so darn repetative.

Keeping your dad and you in my prayers.

PrairieGurl · Jul 17, 2007

searchingforpeace said:
Keeping your dad and you in my prayers.

THANK YOU!

PrairieGurl · Jul 17, 2007

I'm thinking somewhere between Level & Low... with some nagging thoughts of 'giving up'... but I do fully realize this is NOT an option!

Thank you all that are lifting my family in prayer!

angelkiss · Jul 17, 2007

I am beginning to think that my roller coaster is my "level"

searchingforpeace · Jul 17, 2007

PrairieGurl said:
I'm thinking somewhere between Level & Low... with some nagging thoughts of 'giving up'... but I do fully realize this is NOT an option!

Thank you all that are lifting my family in prayer!

You are right, it is not an option. I am keeping you in prayer. It is good you realize it is not an option, that is important

Alaskamomma · Jul 17, 2007

I am unfocused, unmotivated, and feel unaware of what is happening to me. I feel like I am caught in a silent movie with one part... just standing there watching everyone else. Weird, eh?

PrairieGurl · Jul 17, 2007

Alaskamomma said:
I am unfocused, unmotivated, and feel unaware of what is happening to me. I feel like I am caught in a silent movie with one part... just standing there watching everyone else. Weird, eh?

Not weird at all...I have been there to many times that I don't care to remember.

searchingforpeace · Jul 17, 2007

Alaskamomma said:
I am unfocused, unmotivated, and feel unaware of what is happening to me. I feel like I am caught in a silent movie with one part... just standing there watching everyone else. Weird, eh?

Not werid at all. Hugs and prayers.

searchingforpeace · Jul 17, 2007

I am...I don't know....drained. So many mixed emotions these last few weeks with my girls here. They fly out of here Thursday afternoon. Mixed feeling about that. Hate to see them go, but I so drained that I know it is time. Have had a great time with them here, but emotionally it is draining as the two of them fight non-stop, my youngest is very emotional and that is hard for me to deal with as it is hard enough to deal with my own emotions. Right now they are out being shopping with my mother in law, so just try to relax and take a deep breathe for a bit.

Bunn · Jul 18, 2007

Currently... low. I hit the dumps last night. I was crying and my mind was racing for hours. Now today I just kinda feel... flat, emotionally. My mind seems to just be still and quiet though. Almost too quiet...

Bunn · Jul 18, 2007

Alaskamomma said:
I am unfocused, unmotivated, and feel unaware of what is happening to me. I feel like I am caught in a silent movie with one part... just standing there watching everyone else. Weird, eh?

Eh... now that I look at this. I can say that's how I feel.

searchingforpeace · Jul 18, 2007

Bunn said:
Currently... low. I hit the dumps last night. I was crying and my mind was racing for hours. Now today I just kinda feel... flat, emotionally. My mind seems to just be still and quiet though. Almost too quiet...

Keeping you in my prayers.

Mrs.Sidhe · Jul 18, 2007

Low. Today would have been my son's 6th birthday.

searchingforpeace · Jul 18, 2007

Mrs.Sidhe said:
Low. Today would have been my son's 6th birthday.

Hugs to you.

PrairieGurl · Jul 19, 2007

Mrs.Sidhe said:
Low. Today would have been my son's 6th birthday.

Alive again · Jul 19, 2007

Hugs to all of you in the lows and peace to all of you in the highs.

I am more level today after days of anxiety and lots more ups and downs due to all the stress in my life right now. Been from shaking to crying to angry to want to be dead over the last few days.

Stress of packing up and going camping today! But perhaps once we are there I can enjoy and forgot all the problems and cares of the world. . .

PrairieGurl · Jul 20, 2007

Alive again said:
Hugs to all of you in the lows and peace to all of you in the highs.

I am more level today after days of anxiety and lots more ups and downs due to all the stress in my life right now. Been from shaking to crying to angry to want to be dead over the last few days.

Stress of packing up and going camping today! But perhaps once we are there I can enjoy and forgot all the problems and cares of the world. . .

My hope for you dearest Alive is that you R&R on a lounge chair and enjoy God's Awesome Creation

Key word friend? RELAX!!! REST!!! (okay...so there's two key words

)

PrairieGurl · Jul 20, 2007

Level....not sure about the half the choices I have been making...but level.

Pats · Jul 21, 2007

Mrs.Sidhe said:
Low. Today would have been my son's 6th birthday.

Hugs.

PrairieGurl said:
Level....not sure about the half the choices I have been making...but level.

Level is a good start. Hugs to you too, friend.

Pats · Jul 21, 2007

I was level most of the day. However, I am high tonight, as most of my nights seem to go, while I'm waiting for my Seroquel to kick in so I can get some rest.

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