That's how I am feeling lately.
Anyone feel like they just want to curl up in bed and sleep for five days? I don't want to see my friends, I don't want to go into uni, I don't want to go into public. I feel like I am fat and ugly. Today at least I made the effort to brush my hair and put nice clothes on and put make-up on and I felt a little better. Still feel fat though. I am walking to the train station and work this week (just over a half hour walk one-way) so that will hopefully help me lose a little bit of weight (and yes, it's healthy, not unhealthy - I do need to lose some weight).
I was just wondering if it sounds like depression with the whole "not wanting to see anyone, just want to curl up and hide from the world" thing. Anyone else feel that way too? This is probably better off in the depression forum, but I don't want to put it there because I'm not "depressed", I think this stems from my ED and feeling fat and ugly and embarrassed to be seen.
At least there is a friend I see a lot who constantly reminds me that I am fat and will continue to put on weight if I eat.
Anyway I have to go now. I am going to the counsellor again today. Not talking about my ED though - she has no idea about those. She wouldn't know where to start.
Anyone feel like they just want to curl up in bed and sleep for five days? I don't want to see my friends, I don't want to go into uni, I don't want to go into public. I feel like I am fat and ugly. Today at least I made the effort to brush my hair and put nice clothes on and put make-up on and I felt a little better. Still feel fat though. I am walking to the train station and work this week (just over a half hour walk one-way) so that will hopefully help me lose a little bit of weight (and yes, it's healthy, not unhealthy - I do need to lose some weight).
I was just wondering if it sounds like depression with the whole "not wanting to see anyone, just want to curl up and hide from the world" thing. Anyone else feel that way too? This is probably better off in the depression forum, but I don't want to put it there because I'm not "depressed", I think this stems from my ED and feeling fat and ugly and embarrassed to be seen.
At least there is a friend I see a lot who constantly reminds me that I am fat and will continue to put on weight if I eat.
Anyway I have to go now. I am going to the counsellor again today. Not talking about my ED though - she has no idea about those. She wouldn't know where to start.