I'm sad.
I feel like my husband doesn't want to be with me anymore. A couple of weeks ago he set up a myspace account and all lot of the adds were women. I went on his website when he wasn't home to be nosy and noticed that one paticular lady that he kept sending comments to on her page. The comments were pictures of roses, and post saying showing you love...hugs and kisses. And since he set up the myspace account I feel like he has started becoming distant from me. He made a comment to me one morning that he didn't know what to say about our relationship, which suprised me because I wasn't aware that there was anything wrong with our relationship. And I asked him why did he feel that way but he wouldn't discuss it with me. I feel like he is not satisfied with our marraige anymore and maybe he is not interested in me, or maybe he has lost some respect for me, maybe he just wants to go out there and start looking for someone new. I feel like maybe I'm not pretty enough or have been taking care of myself enough. I started paying attention to how I was looking and tried to make myself more attractive an appealing to him but it doesn't seem to be working. I don't think he has found a new woman, but I think he wants to. I kinda snapped on him about all the women on his myspace the other day and since then he has closed himself off to me and has stopped talking to me and I am sad. I think he is not satisfied with this life and possibly wants more excitement but not with me.
I feel like my husband doesn't want to be with me anymore. A couple of weeks ago he set up a myspace account and all lot of the adds were women. I went on his website when he wasn't home to be nosy and noticed that one paticular lady that he kept sending comments to on her page. The comments were pictures of roses, and post saying showing you love...hugs and kisses. And since he set up the myspace account I feel like he has started becoming distant from me. He made a comment to me one morning that he didn't know what to say about our relationship, which suprised me because I wasn't aware that there was anything wrong with our relationship. And I asked him why did he feel that way but he wouldn't discuss it with me. I feel like he is not satisfied with our marraige anymore and maybe he is not interested in me, or maybe he has lost some respect for me, maybe he just wants to go out there and start looking for someone new. I feel like maybe I'm not pretty enough or have been taking care of myself enough. I started paying attention to how I was looking and tried to make myself more attractive an appealing to him but it doesn't seem to be working. I don't think he has found a new woman, but I think he wants to. I kinda snapped on him about all the women on his myspace the other day and since then he has closed himself off to me and has stopped talking to me and I am sad. I think he is not satisfied with this life and possibly wants more excitement but not with me.