Well I don't even know where to begin, I suffer from OCB The Lord showed me that I did have this crazy thing, I am so distressed over it, I have been a Christian for over 20 years and just kept thinking that Satan was trying to terrorize me, I have been in depression for many years over this condition from thinking I am really not saved (How can people be saved that have the kind of blasphemos thoughts that I have) Yet I know Jesus has saved me because it is about his grace and His free gift to us. I cry over my thought life all the time it is truly like being tortured. I always ask for prayer for this never telling anyone what is really going on with me because I am so embarrassed. I lead worship in my church and I truly love Jesus and am grateful for what He has done for me How can I have such terrible thoughts towards Him and my Father in heaven and the Holy Spirt. It just does not make any sense. Thank you to all of you who have opened up to tell your stories it has helped me in ways you cannot even know. I wish that none of us had this,but I am grateful that I am not alone. Can any of you tell me where I could start to get help for this, One of my favorite verses is Luke 1:37 For nothing is impossible with God. I know that verse in my heart, but this condition seems so impossible. Love In Christ Jan