Please pray for me.

Hi all.

I have Obsessive Compulsive disorder, ADHD, Social phobia, depression and possibly others. 

I haven't been able to seek help, due to the social phobia, so I'm hoping God will heal me, as I know He can.

Please pray for me

Thankyou

I know God has a plan for my life, but sometimes I don't understand why I have all these problems. I also think it may be because the experience will allow me to help others who suffer like me, but it's hard actually believing this when things get really bad.

One of my problems with OCD was I'd have to say exactly the same prayer every day and night, but I'd think I said the prayer wrong, or I didn't really mean it, so I would have to say the prayer, or part of it, again and again, this process lasted for hours. I was afraid if I said my prayer wrong God would not answer it and something bad would happen, but after reading scripture I came to the conclusion that repeating my prayers was meaningless, so now I say the Lord's prayer, not worrying as much about something bad happening, as long as "God's will be done".

Although, the OCD is still there as I have to say "Amen" over and over until it sounds right, but it doesn't last for hours, and I also have to check if I locked the door properly over and over.

I also have some anger and bitterness towards people, who have hurt me in the past. I want to forgive them but it's hard. I can say "I forgive soandso" but actually meaning it is a different story.

Thankyou all for your prayers, I prayed for you all too