i feel alone and cold. traped in a room that has no lights. i am lost in a sea of black and i can not see my own hand agenst my face.
I sit here cold and empty, like a shell of what was once a semi vibrant man. im alone in this place i call my mind. i cant even hear my own echo, i cry out for help with no response. i plead for a light to guide my way, but i am blind. i did it to myself but i can not rectify what i have done. my test is over my verdict is in. i have tossed my last coin in the well but i hear nothing hitting the bottom, the coin makes no noise off the jagged ledges in the hole.
my insides are decaying i feel ill, my mind is not here, i can only cry in pain, i pity no man; i was a rock in my own path. i am floating by with no destination, a rougue lost in time as events flash over me and drag me under.
i am dizzy lost in this room. i want to vomit this sickness but i lack the strength or the will. i tried to supress my actions, but i lack the power. my deeds are clear as an abyss; and i have fallen. the life has left as i plumit into the shallowness of exhistance.
i want to quit, put in another quarter, but i cant, i wont. my bloodline continues and pulls me thru life. i have givein my all but i have nothing to offer.
i make the motions but the mind runs on into nothin. the intentions are pure, the actions are vile. i cant stand here. i cant stand myself. i cant stand this place. it rips me apart and i try to sow the pieces back together, but i am missing parts they have fallin thru the cracks in the floor. i reach and reach streach till i feel the flesh rip, it is out of my reach out of my hands.
i read a story about a footprint. but i see 2 sets 1 off in the distance; 1 into the forest.
the wolfs are eatting and i am the meal. dear Lord save me, i wish to hide in your arms. please hold me tight or i might fall apart. my seams are brittle my eyes are weary my mind is not here my heart calls your name my body does not. dear lord help me i have fallin apart...................................
I sit here cold and empty, like a shell of what was once a semi vibrant man. im alone in this place i call my mind. i cant even hear my own echo, i cry out for help with no response. i plead for a light to guide my way, but i am blind. i did it to myself but i can not rectify what i have done. my test is over my verdict is in. i have tossed my last coin in the well but i hear nothing hitting the bottom, the coin makes no noise off the jagged ledges in the hole.
my insides are decaying i feel ill, my mind is not here, i can only cry in pain, i pity no man; i was a rock in my own path. i am floating by with no destination, a rougue lost in time as events flash over me and drag me under.
i am dizzy lost in this room. i want to vomit this sickness but i lack the strength or the will. i tried to supress my actions, but i lack the power. my deeds are clear as an abyss; and i have fallen. the life has left as i plumit into the shallowness of exhistance.
i want to quit, put in another quarter, but i cant, i wont. my bloodline continues and pulls me thru life. i have givein my all but i have nothing to offer.
i make the motions but the mind runs on into nothin. the intentions are pure, the actions are vile. i cant stand here. i cant stand myself. i cant stand this place. it rips me apart and i try to sow the pieces back together, but i am missing parts they have fallin thru the cracks in the floor. i reach and reach streach till i feel the flesh rip, it is out of my reach out of my hands.
i read a story about a footprint. but i see 2 sets 1 off in the distance; 1 into the forest.
the wolfs are eatting and i am the meal. dear Lord save me, i wish to hide in your arms. please hold me tight or i might fall apart. my seams are brittle my eyes are weary my mind is not here my heart calls your name my body does not. dear lord help me i have fallin apart...................................