So I have a lot of questions, thus a lot of threads. My son is turning 1 year old this month and I have found myself suddenly unrealistically AFRAID of giving him his vaccinations after the two threads about all of the horrible things that can happen AS WELL AS the idea that possibly we over medicate. The thing that seems morally wrong to me is that if I don't vaccinate then I am prioritizing my child because if it weren't for my son's and many other people's vaccinations our country would not be as healthy as it is. So I feel I should be thinking about the good of the people rather than the unhealthy fears of one young mother. But the threads have had me thinking about something I took for granted before... when it comes time, you give vaccinations. I can't understand why I am so afraid this time but I am. I still feel it is morally right to get the vaccinations, and so I would like PRAYER, please pray for my baby that he would be safe through them. I don't know, I am also wondering if it isn't women's intuition and maybe I should listen and delay the shots a little... like until he is older. Is there less risk as he gets older? He is not in day care and does not go to the nursery at church, he stays with me, so if he is not endangering others, maybe I could delay, but are there less risks with delaying?