I do not believe the osas either...or I should say, at least not the way it is taught by many churches. You can't just declare that you believe that Jesus is the son of God and then ... like magic you are saved for all eternity.
EVEN SATAN BELIEVES THAT JESUS IS THE SON OF GOD !
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You must repent of your sins...
Believe in the words of Jesus the Son of God.
Allow the Spirit into your soul to teach and guide you.
Walk in love.
If you have not done all this... Then you were never saved.
Call upon Jesus today.
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But what if you were truly saved, and were tested and failed. Life and its temptations lead you to sin.
Then you must confess all your sins to God and ask for forgiveness.
Remember that God loves you.
What man can not do..God can do.
All things are possible with God.
He will be happy to welcome you back home.
Luke 15:3 Then Jesus told them this parable: 4 "Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Does he not leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? 5 And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders 6and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, `Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.' 7 I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent.
8"Or suppose a woman has ten silver coinsA and loses one. Does she not light a lamp, sweep the house and search carefully until she finds it? 9 And when she finds it, she calls her friends and neighbors together and says, `Rejoice with me; I have found my lost coin.' 10 In the same way, I tell you, there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents."
LOVE and God bless