Recent content by TragicKingdom

Thanks for the prayers, have called suicide hotline about 5 times this week, prayer lines over and over and went to see counselors each day at the Veterans Hospital. My family members came to be with me, but are leaving tomorrow, and the VA is closed so I will be totally alone. Could use prayers...

I started on this site 8 years ago after I lost my wife of 23 years and became very suicidal. I did not think I would make it, and asked for prayers daily. I met someone who filled the void, and we became engaged. I felt like I may trust again, and she said she would never hurt me, knowing what...

I have not stepped foot in a church for 10 years after having had my heart broken, and almost feel that God can make a way for me to find my way back. I am fearful and worry about taking this step. I have been cut off from other believers so for very long. If you feel led to pray for me, I would...

This is only if it is in his plan, if everyone were to be healed then Paul would not have suffered, to say that faith is all you need to be healed from something is disingenuous.

What is that symbol, I see it all the time.

Thanks for your prayers everyone, I feel bad asking for them when there are others who are suffering so much. But it is a terrible feeling when you get a panic attack after being alone for a while.

I find myself more and more alone each day, and I do not do well when I am by myself, as I think irrational thoughts, and worry about things that mean little to nothing. Every time I am alone for more then an hour or two I start to feel adrift and this is truly scary. Would love prayers for a...

Thanks orangeness, appreciate the words of encouragement.

It has been such a long time, but I still cannot find my way back to his grace. I fell hard almost 8 years ago when I lost my family and I still cannot find my way back to God. I thought that all I needed was time to heal, so I could trust Him again, but I have yet to find my way and continue to...

Seeing by your words you are hell bent for a life of misery, when one stretches out a hand for help to slap that hand away is your rejection, not ours. When you truly come looking for help then you will find it, but to bash others for caring words is wrong. When the person in the desert is...

When I am down this helps me, not saying it does everyone, but maybe. "Hold Me Now" by Kirk Franklin - YouTube

Life is hard, and sometimes it is almost impossible to see how it can get better. I was at the bottom for a long time when I lost my family, I had to be watched to make sure I did not harm myself. The darkness always seems to find a foothold in thought and circumstance, but all is not lost my...

While serving in the military I came into contact with a strain of something that causes tumors to grow all over my body, at first it only effected my back, but as time has gone by the tumors now grow on my face, and even my eyelids and nose. I thought that no one would ever want to look at me...

Thanks for the prayers everyone, It is appreciated so very much.

I am thankful for all of the prayers that have gone up for me, I wish I could find my way back to the Lord. Sometimes the emptiness of life cannot be filled in with this world and without God, there is such a hole inside. I feel like a man dying of thirst surrounded by a sea of water. I know...