Recent content by Tawnymarie

Right now I am struggling because I was with a guy for a long time...we actually got engaged to be married... Then just before Christmas we decided to break it off...This alone hurt me very deeply.. Then this past June I found out that he was also engaged to another girl at the same time and...

Thank you to all of you you are keeping me in your prayers it really means a lot to me. I have a really hard time asking people for help of any kind so this wasnt easy for me!

I recently found out that I need surgery-A BIG SURGERY! I told the doctors that I would think about it because it is a big decision. They told me to look at the good and bad of the surgery-and not having the surgery and see what is more important to me. I am not sure what I want to do yet...

Hi...my name is Tawny I am from Minnesota. Trying to get back into school. My family has had a lot of problems with money and talk of divorce and I had to drop out of high school when I was 16...so trying to get that all taken care of. I eventually want to be a wildlife photographer. I havent...

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Thanks Ryan!

Well...since I last wrote in here things have been very different. A lot has happened. A lot of people now know what happened to me. I started getting therapy with my youth leaders dad. I was at youth group one night and they were talking about people being ashamed and guilty for things that...

Thanks for everyones support...it makes me feel good that people actually care about what happened to me. I have talked to a few ppl here over the phone about it and they are helping a great deal...

so, last september i went to this Remember September party at a friends house.... I was pretty upset about some things and wanted someone to talk to about how i was feeling. I had been talking to this guy and he seemed pretty nice. I knew that he hung around my cousin sometimes so I figured he...

i was thinking of going to my youth leader because he and i are very close...but im not sure if i can tell anyone exactly what happend yet...

well..its still a pretty touchy subject... its hard for me to tell people what I am going through.... I still can't believe this happened to me. How could I let this happen to me????

thanx to all the support you all are giving to me. It means a lot to know that people actually do care about what I am going through... Its hard to talk about what im feeling exactly since i now have major trust issues!

i saw a therapist once...but he just made things even harder for me....

I had something happen to me...and havent told anyone about it. I havent talked about it to anyone or even written it out in a journal. I cant make the pain stop! After Christmas it got so bad I ODed on pills and still no one knows of the hurt i carry with me... I need support...i need to know...

I had a tragic experience lately that I havent told anyone about yet. Not my family, friends...no one. I recently found the pain to horrible to deal with and ODed on some pain pills...all that got me was a trip to the hospital and no relief from me pain... I NEED HELP