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    Struggling with loss AGAIN and throwing in the towel

    Previously i posted on this thread -> Prayer for wife's pregnancy and own spiritual strength Update to last 2-3 weeks ago We just lost our 2nd one about last week, the little one wasn't growing and despite wife being 1-2 months pregnant, little one size is only 3 weeks big in the initial scan...
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    Sorry, i am struggling to wrap my head in this. why can we thank Him for blessings but not be angry at the struggles? I am just so angry that He allow this to happen, a life taken away
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    seriously this is all crap If God loves all His children and is able to perform miracles and stuff, why did He allow this to happen again? He could not allow the pregnancy to happen in the first place If this is a test of faith, well He has a [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]ty sense of humor, playing around with...
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    Hello all, its been long. I hope all is well, i am thinking of throwing in the towel. I am at a limbo with walk with God, it hurts so much. I know the walk isn't easy and there are trials of faith but another miscarriage is more than i can bear
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    I am having trouble sleeping well. Wife is at parents place recuperating with Chinese tonics and stuff I come back to an empty house everyday
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    its different in asian context. Usually its held 3 or 5 days. family members will take turns entertaining guests coming to pay respects
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    A board member of director passed on after complaining of chest pain. He was 75. Company asked some staff to take turns to stay vigil for the next 3 days. no obligations Felt prompted to stay vigil tomorrow night, guess I haven't got over the loss of the little one yet
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    Do the materials needed to fix it burn a hole in your wallet?
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    sounds like quite a sweet deal
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    Hello Littlered! Long time no see either! How have you been?
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    evening all hope all is well
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    Are Roleplaying Games Sinful?

    what about those who are not Christians are they not your friends? What if they asked you to join them for a drink or boardgames? Would you join them?
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    Are Roleplaying Games Sinful?

    A good food for thought topic I am curious what are your circle of friends like? Are they believers and mindful of how their lives reflect Christ? How would you interact with a non-believer?
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    this sucks, I think I am grieving but I can't cry and don't know how to cry I just feel like a balloon being filled to the brim Wife is at her mother's place recuperating and I return to an empty home daily, thought I would enjoy the freedom but this sucks
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    More Fellowship with Soph and Friends (200)

    I would be torn as i believe that the child should have a chance at life but again we don't earn much, i think its not fair to bring a child into a world where they can't get the best for them especially special education for downs