Recent content by pinkjess

Thank you so much. This hurts my heart to read you know this pain, but I am happy you were able to heal from it.

I hope this experience pulls me closer to God

Thanks you guys. <3

I made some posts back in 2018 about this guy I met on Reddit. A lot of people told me to run, and I wish I would have. He ended up ghosting me after we finally met this year and my heart has been beyond broken and I feel so lost. The worst part is, I am left with more questions than answers...

That makes a lot of sense. I have OCD and one of the tricks they tell sufferers is to not put stock into obsessional thoughts because it makes them more "real" and frequent. I will try to see my struggle as such. Thank you so much for talking to me about this.

I've been trying to teach myself web development so I can potentially get into a better career. I like to go on walks and bike rides. But since moving to my apartment I haven't been able to ride my bike as much because the area isn't very safe. Biking was how I channeled most of my energy and...

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Thank you :) I will edit my post right away!

Its all good! Yes, I will edit my post right away!

Yeah. I think so too. I apologize for this. : (

My friend is a Christian

Neither of us want to have children. We talked about it several times.

I know...I remember you were one of the people who replied to my posts about him years ago. Lots of people were telling me to cut him off but I am glad I didn't. I really do feel like I have something special with him. I don't feel this way with anyone else. I felt safe when I was with him. I...

Well we were online friends for the longest time and confessed we had feelings for each other but never took it too serious because we hadn't met. Well we met last month and I def have feelings for him. :P

I agree. That is why I don't want to let go of my online friend. All the other new guys I am trying to talk to don't seem to be believers. My online friend was.