Recent content by LilBrokenHeartedGirl

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Okay, do you know the guy Richard i mentioned? how he wouldn't sit beside me? he did it again today. so later tonight i told my friend about him not talking to me, sitting near me, all that. And she said someone told him i like him, and he's put off by that and trying to ignore me. i KNEW...

Please pray for me, no I have not sinned. But lately I've been having extreme back pains. And it hurts SO bad that I cry so much. It lasts for over an hour or two. And I don't believe I need to go to the hospital for this, I believe that I need healing from the Lord.. <3

Hey! I buddied you all, cause i seriously can't pm everyone cause i'm in a lazy mood lol. Hope to talk to ya guys soon. =)

I got a reply back from her.. :) I'm pretty happy bout it. And it does help a lot to know that someone is going to be checking up on me, so it's harder to do the sin... in fact, that's what it was when I was hurting myself. My friend Manuel checked in on me.. and when I did do it, I felt so...

I just sent her an e-mail.. so I'll know soon.. since I do have to see her at bible study tonight.. heh.. omgosh i feel so embarassed about this.. >.<

I'm going to msg my youth pastor's wife, she's only 28.. i think she's pretty awsome.. i believe i can trust her.. just cause i'm so tired of this, i have to tell someone.. and right now, i feel like God is pushing me in her direction.. heh..

Okay i got SO mad today and stressed out, i couldn't deal with it.. i sined again, AGAIN, what is that, like the 30th time since I poseted this. :'( I'm gonna die, bang my head on the desk, I hate myself for this, and why do i do it over and over again if i know how i feel afterwards, i feel...