Recent content by JThomas

For the last 6 years of my life, I have struggled with my sexuality. It has taken me through suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety attacks, even debated killing some else who tried to take advantage of me after I told them in confidence. Basically I've dealt with everything in the book. It's...

Thanks for the advice. I really just want to be able to relate to other guys better who don't have this issue, and have that fellowship. It's never been a strong point of mine, usually I wind up being rather submissive, which is not the impression I want.

I don't know if I made my purpose clear. First, I have never been or intend to be with another guy physically or at all. Its not that I want sex with these people. I suppose a better way of describing it is being paranoid all the time that that is what they want. I do not identify as gay...

I have struggled my same sex attractions since I was a kid, and have had ups and downs over the years. Consequently I get extremely nervous around any guy I have not known for a long time. Now being in college, that is my everyday reality. I feel this massive gap between me and my peers...

I have struggled my same sex attractions since I was a kid, and have had ups and downs over the years. Consequently I get extremely nervous around any guy I have not known for a long time. Now being in college, that is my everyday reality. I feel this massive gap between me and my peers, and...

Pm me your email if you want to talk. I have been struggling with the same thing for several years now, and now that I am in college, has really escalated. I will be praying for you, and remember you are never alone in your struggle.

Thanks for the advice, its good to hear. Unfortunately I do not have an accountability partner at the moment, mostly due to the nature of my weakness. Unfortunately something that comes with this issue is fear. Fear to expose myself, fear to let someone in. I also feel bad about laying all...

I have recently begun dealing with my attraction to other guys, as well as an addiction to gay inappropriate content. It has been going on for several years, and now that I am in college I realize I may be at a bit of a tipping point. I know that in order to move on I need to confront these desires. At the...

Sounds like we are in the same boat! I too have no desire to live like that, and struggle with exactly the same thing. At the moment I am taking it day by day, lots of prayer, and trying to keep my thoughts and body pure. I also struggle with the same addiction and I have to say the biggest...

I believe part of the problem was that my dad, who I love very much, was somewhat distant with me as a younger child. At that age, I also wasn't accepted by my peers because I wasn't interested in sports or "normal things". I know I'm not gay, but how can I keep these urges in check? Also...

So I have never really talked about this before, but decided that I needed help. I have been a christian for many years and was raised in a healthy christian household I have struggled with my sexuality for a few years, and it has progressivly gotten worse. I have never done anything with...