Recent content by JordanL103

Monna thank you very much for your motivating and warm replies. I am trying so hard on doing this (still trying, it feels like everyday I fail) but all I hope for is that I hope everything is worth it in the end. Bless you my friend.

Thank you so so much for your reply. It was really helpful. I sincerely appreciate it. Bless you my friend.

Usually this forum is my go to place in situations like this. But this time it has really disappointed.

Yes. Unfortunately it has turned into quite an nightmare hell. As you can see in my replies.....

The second I started talking to this person it’s like something weird hit me. I had no intention of even getting to know her let along having feelings. But it’s just like it happens in a magical way. There’s gotta be a reason. I don’t care what anyone says. And no, believing in god does not mean...

The only way I would “prefer” to deal with this torture is if everything worked out and made sense

Hi friend. Thank you for the reply. To answer your question, yes, she is actually a Christian also. But the feelings I have is very very deep, and I need closure and answers. I need to know why If I don’t then I’ll just keep having those torturous thoughts like I mentioned in my original post...

Dear Kristen our moderator, if you can see this thread please remove all of those non helpful replies from my thread.

Yes you are right. And what’s funny is that even though she is someone that I’ve never met, my mother has already disqualified her. So yes maybe she is someone that God does not want me to take the risk with, but that’s just all guesses. I still don’t understand why I have to go through this. If...

Thank you so much for the reply. I really would like to move forward, but we humans need answers. And it seems like there is no way for me to move forward without it. I just wish God would make me understand the bigger picture so I can move on. It’s torture.

Hey there. Thanks for the reply. It’s sad how you’re reply is the only helpful one in this thread. But I’m already sad, so it doesn’t make it any worse. What you have said raises my faith, but do you have any theories on situations like mine? My mother has once told me that this girl is not...

Hello everyone, I would like to share something that has tortured me for years. And forgive me for not going into too much details, I just want to know why this suffering won’t end and why it is even like this. So basically the situation is, I fell in deep love with someone I will never be able...

It’s been really tough to hang on again. Been struggling for a long time. Can’t seem to get rid of that inner demon. Just wondering if any of you is willing to send in some prayers and/or comfort. Really need it and is much appreciated. Hopefully I see some change/miracles coming soon. goodnight...

Thank you AJ (sorry if that’s not your name) I really appreciate your responses and help so much. In times like this I just really need people like you, I wrote this post when I was close to breaking, but I just need a reminder sometimes. This is why this forum is my favorite, people on here...

Thank you for your reply and a thank you to everyone else who replies and tried to help me. And there were a lot of helpful resources in the replies. I’m wondering, do you think God will ever “repay” (I know this might not be the best word to use, but I can’t seem to find another word that has...