Recent content by Jess528

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    Keeps getting worse

    Wow, I can't believe someone has the same problem I do! When I pray I have to have a "good" image in my mind, usually Jesus. But sometimes an image of the devil will pop up in my mind, and if I continue praying then I get scared that it's like I'm praying to the devil, so I have to try to put a...
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    Is God telling me I'm going to die?

    Thank you, Kay. What you say makes sense and it has eased the fear a little bit. I cannot DEMAND of God to give me a message or sign. I just was really desperate. I feel so alone, and I think if I was able to feel his presence in my life it would make it easier or something. I read of so many...
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    Update - it's hard

    It's absolutely OCD, not the real you. I have harm obsessions too and it can be very scary. The fact that these thoughts worry and scare you show that you do not actually want to harm yourself. Also, when you think of it, the physiological feelings aroused when one is fearful and when one is...
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    Is God telling me I'm going to die?

    I've been in a dark place the past couple of months and I've been praying so hard for Jesus to reveal himself to me, to feel his presence so I know that He is there and will see me through this. I feel He has been silent. I pray hard to be healed or for something not to happen and it happens...
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    Houston area

    I lived in Spring Branch for 10 years and really liked it. It has it's nicer and not so nice areas but overall it was great. It's right next to Memorial which is one of the ritzier parts of Houston.