Recent content by hopefulman

hello. . im back after a few days of being unable to be online. anyway this month is a terrible one. a lot happened. why is it always me? can i just have a happy and prosperous life. . with peace of mind.. .

i cant access the webpage . . . . can you upload it somewhere? like dropbox?

heello ....everything is going smoothly. i'm busy with my ojt and i kinda want to rest. i miss the old days when i can stay up late and wake up 10am in the morning.......but i like being busy because i cant think of my problems. its like when you lie down in bed, you fall asleep in less than a...

actually you are right. i rarely talk and if some people would insult me in my face i guess i will not talk back. i'll just look into their your eyes. but that very moment i have tons of things going on in my mind. But if they get physical, that is a different story. Anyway i have come to...

i want to but i dont have the guts yet. im having troubles right now that is why i have not been online for a long time.

what will you do if your father believes in the gossips than what you say?

thats a good plan indeed. getting a masters is fantastic. i wish you all the best. i enjoy studying too. Im looking forward in taking my OJT and i hope things will get better now. Even though times are getting tough and difficult here, im trying to get my hopes up. The OJT will start next week...

thanks. Yes, we are having our summer vacation. But for my year level i should be having my on-job-training this summer. previously i cannot take my OJT since we are financially down but my pastor lend us for my tuition fee this summer. I'm actually excited and looking forward to this. I'm...

i cant move to an apartment even if i wanted to. that would be too much for my parents. they are having a tough time paying bills and they dont know i'm this way. we do have pets, we've got 3 cats, a dog and a puppy. apparently my neighbor actually know someone in my present school. so that's...

thank you so much. i will include you in my prayers too. im really hopeful that things will end up better.

i'll be graduating in About a year and a half. that's a bit long but i guess i have no choice. you might wonder that at 23 i'm still in college. I actually stopped going to school for 2 years at some point in the past.

well its different around here. Maybe you're in america or UK where people are different. I'm in a different country but lots of people here are good too in some other places. maybe they do this just to me because im weak and a push over. I really hate myself for being one. well, i just dont...

Thanks for your concern. I appreciate it. Yes, they are actually shouting at me. They even shout my name out loud with a nasty phrase with it. Our neighbor does this most of the time. They are our relatives. Sometimes when her friends come over, they get to feast in mocking me. They are sisters...

Thank you very much. i really needed prayers and i will certainly include you in my prayers too. At first i did not pay much attention to what they do but as time goes by it piles up to weigh me down. I'm a bit depressed and sometimes i have trouble sleeping. Now, i really know the value of...

Thank you very much for these chapters. these lightened my spirit up. These really helped. thank you so much.