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    Narcissistic Abuse Victim Trying to Survive

    My mother, sisters and I have suffered many years because of my delusional father. We finally escaped him when my mother divorced him. Yet somehow through all the abuse, the courts were in HIS FAVOR. Now my mother has to pay him over $700 in alimony each month all because the courts didn't...
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    I don't feel safe at my church anymore

    That pastor is quite ignorant and sexist. I have a feeling he has hurt many women in secret.
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    Beautiful Addy doll

    I love American Girl dolls! I love dolls in general too. I hope you get her soon!
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    Scared I’m going to hell

    You won't go to hell. I promise you that. Your fear comes from inner demons. DO NOT LISTEN TO THEM. You are still loved my God despite your mistakes. He is forgiving.
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    Please pray for me to have strength to do 40 day fast

    God will show you a sign or speak to you soon. Back when I completely denied him, he spoke to me through a dream to tell me that he loves and forgives me. He will say the same to you. I can feel that he is proud to see you work so hard to find him. That's what he wants. He wants us to put effort...
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    Tim Pool breaks down if Antifa are terrorist or authoritarian

    Anyone against Antifa is worth hearing out in my book.
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    One of my ultimate interests!

    I have many interests. Most of them with faith, art, and psychology. There is one however that helps the world around me more than anything: Charity! Collecting things for donation is a fun little thing I do. I carefully pick out what to donate whether it be toys, food or clothes. I don't donate...
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    my sweet baby boy is acting up more than he ever did before

    I think you did what was necessary. Sounds like his uncle and cousin have serious narcissistic issues and are taking it out on your son. I suggest having a good talk with him and ask him what he would like to do to replace the trip plan. Also, the "life isn't fair" lesson isn't always right...
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    Been in ER all day with my mom.

    I'm so sorry to hear this! I'll pray for you. Just know, no matter what happens, God will take care of her. God speaks to his children even in dire situations. I know this from experience.
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    My prayer for today

    Dear God, Forgive them. Forgive the people who have left your guidance. I'm sure you remember how I left you at one point. I came back but others have not. Its not because they're evil. They are afraid deep down that truth will never come to them. Fear is powerful as we both know. Forgive them...
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    Hello everyone

    Welcome! I hope you find what you are looking for!
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    How I came back to God...

    @Dave-W Not yet. The holidays have been a bit overwhelming but not in a bad way. I'll keep searching when the holidays end.
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    I am the daughter of a Schizophrenic...

    I have dealt with a lot of things in my life. Violent bullying, discrimination, sexism, racism, and most of all... mental illness. My father is severely mentally disabled and is almost a monster because of it. He is definitely going to hell. Not because of what I think of him, but because of the...
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    Is it bad for a child to believe in Santa Claus?

    I don't think its BAD but I personally feel its a bit dishonest. When I adopt a daughter I will let her choose whether she believes in Santa. If she says yes then I will tell her the truth when she is ready.
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    How I came back to God...

    @Dave-W Yes this was one of the things that was hard to say. There is one more thing though. It's about something that is preventing me from having biological children.