Recent content by DandyDandelion

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    Was This Wrong?

    I will attempt to keep a long story as short as possible. I just need to know if I am crazy because I have been wondering for three years now. Three years ago, I was dating this guy. I trusted him and thought I would be safe with him. One night, he attempted to get more physical than what I was...
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    I Guess I'm Beyond Saving.

    Upon much research I have conducted over the past few months in regards to whether or not I would even have a snowball's chance in heck of entering Heaven, it seems that I am a lost cause. I have committed terrible sins. I'm lustful and have used the Lord's name in vain far more times than I can...
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    I'm Not Good Enough.

    Thank you so much. Maybe my sense of how God perceives me is skewed to some degree. I always think He sees me just as poorly as I see myself; It's hard for me to think He can see me in a positive light. And you're right, I have to break it. There will be things that I miss, but if I've gotten...
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    I'm Not Good Enough.

    I do believe you have read my situation like a book. I thank you for understanding the "why" factors to this. It's easier to settle for being treated like dirt than to feel alone and undesired. I hate being that way and I want to change it. I thought I'd changed it, but this situation with Jack...
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    I'm Not Good Enough.

    I completely agree with you, and I'm working to get up the strength to end it. I think part of the problem is that, once I started to see him, I felt alive again for the first time in over a year. I didn't feel so lonely and it's nice. But it's just not me. This is the only time I have ever been...
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    What's on your mind? (35)

    Feeling invigorated ^_^ I think I'm beginning to understand the true meaning and measure of God's love.
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    what are you feeling right now? (14)

    Thank you :) I did get a smile out of it. It's a good song! It does sound as if it should be a Christian song. Thank you so much :hug:
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    A Girl's Love Is All I Need, and I Never Get It...

    I can understand where you're coming from and why you are distressed so. However, sometimes we need to take a look in our own hearts. I think it's great that you haven't made the typical mistakes that a lot of people have made, and that you have had the strength to abstain from the things that...
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    I'm Not Good Enough.

    Okay, where to start? I've been physically involved with this guy--we'll call him Jack--for a few months now. Please, spare me the ridicule >.< I know it's not a good thing and trust me, no one will ever be able to beat me up over it worse than I beat myself up for it daily. He's a few years...
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    What's on your mind? (35)

    I have made some very dumb choices and, because of them, I am unworthy of so much :/
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    what are you feeling right now? (14)

    Awful and empty.
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    What's on your mind? (35)

    I have got to be one of the biggest idiots on the face of this planet.
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    Valentine Applications

    I suppose I shall write one out, just for the heck of it. 1). Must be a gentleman and have manners. I never ask for perfection or even to aim for perfection, just please be nice. 2). Must have an adventurous spirit. I enjoy long drives and walks to random, scenic places. I enjoy getting lost...
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    Venting Thread

    I wish this man at work would leave me alone. I'm tired of being followed around by him, tired of him telling people he took me out, and the notes with hearts on them. I don't want to be mean and I don't want to create waves at work, so I'm just nice to him and try to keep conversation as short...
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    Venting Thread

    If I happen to discover that you're just using me and think of me as this naive joke, you're going to want to find the nearest boat and paddle yourself to a different country before I get a hold of you.