Recent content by BlakeMatt

  1. BlakeMatt

    Decision to stop all treatment.

    I am curious as to anyone here has ever decided to halt treatment and decide to put full faith into God for the recovery or the outcome that is meant to be when it comes to treatment for cancer. I guess it's kind of like that Joke where a man is diagnosed with cancer and meets all these...
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    Looking for Home

    I decided to start a new thread in this section because I finally realized what I need most right now, so I hope that's alright. My Landlord finally took action but illegal action on the 27th of April he locked me out, I hopped in the window and stayed there all day tuesday hoping he would...
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    Tired of being scared

    Thank you, and thank you for the steps to figure out conflict. I have printed them out and will try to use them as I try to get my Aunt off my back. And hopefully come to a common ground with each other. I'd like to say things have gotten better but they haven't. It seems I messed up...
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    Tired of being scared

    My landlord still hasn't gone to court to start the eviction proceedings and I am not sure why he hasn't but Im getting nervous not knowing what his intentions are. Eitherway I am deeply running out of time. The legal aid office said if he was to start them right away I would have only until the...
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    Tired of being scared

    Not trying to be annoying but hoping to keep all in the loop. Legal aid did contact me the day after they said they would (yesterday) and basically told me as of right now there is no case for them but that the landlord must take me to court, that he cannot lock me out, throw my things out nor...
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    Tired of being scared

    Thank you everyone, I appreciate it greatly. I am trying my best to hold things together and seek out how to fix all of this. Today legal aid was supposed to call me but didn't so now I am not sure what to do. My landlord believes he can give me notices to leave without having to go to court...
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    Tired of being scared

    In the past 2 and half months my life has been turned upside down. My car ended up getting impounded in Jan and I was unable to retrieve it until 40+ days later. It cost about $800 to get it out and I have $300 in fines from the police to go with it. Upon loosing my car for that length of time I...
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    Life Just Fell Apart

    In december of 07' I was legally emancipated from my Mom due to her neglect and unwillingness to provide me with medical treatment among other issues. The judge has warned me if I fault on my order, he will revoke it and I will be sent back to the conditions of living with my Mom. And that...
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    Life Just Fell Apart

    I could really use some prayers my life has basically just fallen apart all in the span of a week, altho one part of it has been brewing to occur. First off this week I learned that my Health Insurance has maxed out reaching my life time limit of 1m, so now I cannot continue my treatments and...
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    Newly Lost

    Thanks all! I'm having trouble sleeping tonight so I'm still awake. A fentanyl overdose is just horrible, if the dose is high enough it can cause respiratory depression where you can't breath so you die. I was on a vent for a few days to breathe for me and was unresponsive for those days as...
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    Newly Lost

    Hi, thanks, my days have been better spent. I'm getting over a fentanyl overdose that was accidentally administered by a nurse, it has not been fun. But i'm making progress on it so hopefully these days will go by faster. sorry for not responding so much just some days are better spent...
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    Newly Lost

    Was supposed to be transfered to a different hospital this afternoon via hospital shuttle but due to the horrible weather they felt it wouldn't be safe. Stuck again and bored out of my mind, lol. Hope everyone else is doing good today!
  13. BlakeMatt

    If...

    FBI Special Agent in the Missing and Kidnapped Children Unit. I love helping the lost. If you could ask God any question what would it be?
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    Newly Lost

    Thanks for the hug & prayer, and from everyone else also. To answer the question I'm not forced to attend the support groups when I'm in the hospital but at the same time what may depress me may give support to someone else in a similar spot as I am in. Not ever topic is depressing either...
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    Suppose you won 50 million...

    With 50 million you could split it up pretty nicely to more than one charity, at least I would. I'd give part to SPCA Part to Four Diamonds Fund Part To Blood:Water Mission and whatever's left to disbursed to the Elderly that the government feel can live off of Ssi checks.