Recent content by Ajoj

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    Offcourse it had to be some logical thing... I dont trust those medical opinions, they are there to keep people in despair. I did it without medication, without help from specialist, now i dont have it more than any other normal person, so it can be done, i will try to find a book it helped...
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    @AlexB23 it extremely weird that you replied to topic i posted eight months ago, just at same time i started to write this huge update to my situation Anyway i know offcourse some basic stuff like hard boiled egg, but i didnt mentioned that or some other basic stuff like that i could do... As...
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    Sorry i didnt reply @studentinprayer Anyway i came back home to my parents, because they have a lot of free space, The reason was because my plan was to work whole summer, so because of my weakness ,i get in bad mental place, and stay home instead go to work, it was harder to do that with...
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    As for programming I read from lot of people I guess the same thing you are saying, so I guess I ll do that As for that other part, do you recommend the book?
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    Thank you my man
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    Well I guess I was number two out of those four, but i guess i didnt know that or anything about women, but with with my last girlfriend I kinda through that relationship found out about it, so I totally see man and women and their relationships in totally different way now, but realizing it I...
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    I had a bad relationship with my father basically my whole life, it's little better last few years I played futsal in lower league, but we fell apart as a team last year, also my work in telecomunications was outdoor, part of it was physical work, but not hard physical work so I lost there a...
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    I don't like to cook, I actually feel good when driving, and in my country you could earn a lot during the summer that way, but it's not something that I want to do my whole life, so my plan was to learn programming during three-four months in winter and work rest of the year, and do that until...
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    Well I did, that would be the great thing, but not sure where to go, the one that I would like to go unfortunately died, he was old though, there was one with whom I used go play football with, but he is not in the city anymore, one that I feel like he judges me when he hears me, and two guys in...
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    Anyone else struggle with being lonely but also wanting to be single?

    i feel lonely a lot, but my problem is i that i believe i have to be perfect or atleast much better man than i am now to be in relationship. But my advice is if there is any chance of normal relationship go for it, there are no soulmates and love of your lifes, so dont look for perfect women...
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    They are trained to give you pills that people get addicted to, like Xanax or antidepressants...i ve done that few years ago, I won't again
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    So I'm 33 male and I'm feeling hopeless, I've been on auto destructive road for some time, I'have problems with anxiety, depression watching prn(I stopped for few years but in the middle ofthis Corona nonsense i fell again) I resigned from my last job, four months ago, decided to drive uber for...
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    Do YOU have a crush on anyone? (59)

    I have, she is a teacher in school near me, i met her few years ago, but i was into her friend than... Anyway its been bad last 12 months, so my anxiety, depression is on maximum, so i dont have any idea what to do, but when i saw her the other day, i instantly got this feeling, like i have...
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    what are you feeling right now? (24)

    Ohhh, right now i feel anger, anxiety and i believe i have been depressed, for a few months now, just totaly unbalanced, and i feel away from Christ