It was pretty terrible at first, but eventually you kind of acclimate to it (after several years.) It kind of sucks not being able to view myself or others the normal way, but it is what it is.
Emotional dysregulation is at the center of a lot of mood disorders, which are very much mental.
There is definitely various intensities by which BPD presents itself. That's one of the things I learned in trying to get disability and having Borderline.
A lot of Borderline people have a hard...
Sometimes I disappear for several years at a time and then come back randomly. This is one of those moments where I *hope* to stick around for a little bit longer. Sometimes I manage to forget this place even exists.
Not like I spent my blessings on anything other than an occasional name change anyways. I haven't kept up with all the times they've taken them away, but it doesn't bother me much.
I haven't written anything or posted much in the last....decade. But I've been trying to be more active. I moved from Tennessee to Seattle, Washington last August and I've been having a great time.
I wonder if any of my old friends are still around?