Recent content by Aedin

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    Fiancee left me

    I don't really know what to say. I'm in love with her, more in love with her than anyone else I've ever dated, and we had some issues, but I think we could fix them. I'm just rambling because I'm trying not to cry again. I can see how God is working through this, it's just really hard cause I...
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    My life

    I'm just posting, to help people maybe understand me a little bit, and to hopefully maybe find some of the people I"m looking for. There's so many details, it would take months, if not years, to explain it all, so I'll try to keep it simple. And a few years (around five years ago) something...
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    My Life

    I'm just posting, to help people maybe understand me a little bit, and to hopefully maybe find some of the people I"m looking for. There's so many details, it would take months, if not years, to explain it all, so I'll try to keep it simple. And a few years (around five years ago) something...
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    Online games

    I've posted here once or twice (and once my anxiety goes down, I'll try to talk to everynoe that responded) but would anyone here be willing to play some kind of free MMO with me? I'm trying to find Christian gamer friends, and it's hard, and lately I've been losing hope, to be honest.
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    Not sure what to say

    Thanks. I joined a social anxiety site, but there's tosn of peoploe there, and AI can't stop wandering, what ifeveryone ignores my posts, no matter what theya re? What if noone reaches out to me? It's tooh ard gwoing through profilestrying to find people, especially when there's so many people,a...
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    Hey all

    my favorite was probably final fantasy nine. but I usually like stuff like King's Field, Deus Ex, Thief, and other games I can't remember quite yet
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    Not sure what to say

    I feel like I've been paralyzed the paSt few days, like I've been in a constant panic attack. I see threads here, people here, and it's overwhelming how many people there are, so many things to read. I can't read it all, and AI don't know how to meet anyone or make any friends. Same thing on...
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    Not sure what to say

    Really hoping to let go of the past. Anyone have any books or tips or whatnot? It is a tough place to be. Been crying the past two days. Just trying (but mostly failing, which sucks) to keep hope I 'll be able to find the friends I want. Been rejected by lots of Christians, even when I don't...
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    Just not doing so well.

    Mainly videogames, reading, and computer stuff. I watch some TV. Watching a Psych marathon. Haven't seen any movies lately, but I just finished a really good book.
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    Hey all

    Been having a few issues lately, and crying for the past two days, and the cause of my issues have to do with quite a few things, so I've been posting on a few forums. Lately the past few days, I've just been having issues with friends, feel like noone will ever stay my friend, and I'll never be...
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    Not sure what to say

    Just been really anxious about making friends lately. I'm really hoping to be able to make close friends around my age who are willing to be there for me and support me, and me for them, and it's just been really hard to find people like that. I don't really know what to say. Just deal with so...
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    Just not doing so well.

    Not really sure what to say. Been crying the past two days. Been overwhelmed. I miss old friends, and I've been overwhelmed with memories of lost friends, and failed friendships that I screwed up cause I had problems and drove people off. Just been overwhelmed with feeling like a screwup, and...
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    Not fully sure how to explain this.

    Haven't been able to stop crying the past two days. Just miss old friends, and am afraid I'll never find the friends I'm looking for. Just got overwhelmed with memories of friends I list, and friendships I screwed up because I had problems and accidentally drove people off. Just wonder if I'll...
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    Not fully sure how to explain this.

    I am going to a counselor. Things are worse today. Everyone gets sick of me, people never care when they hurt me, I have noone to talk to. My sister gets annoyed at me everytime I try to talk about anything, and always randomly gets offended. I'm just really sick of being alone and hving noone...
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    Systems.

    I was wondering what systems people here usually play. I've been playing my Wii and xbox360, but have been hoping to clear out some of my old pstwo games. Also, would anyone here be interested in playing some kind of online game or online RPG? I've mainly been hoping to find some Christian...