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You know I married my husband. Before I married him he told me that I would never come first before his family. I knew this was something that I could not live with. I knew that I could not spend the rest of our lives fighting his family for my husbands love. I cried when he told me this because...

You know what I was just thinking of, is why I could not see sooner? I thought I would just sit around expecting for things to change on there own. But things are not going to change until I can really see the change he has done in me, and until I can full without a doubt understand his...

MissRowy I hope your new church family can be a place of rest and refuge for you.

Yeah, the bitterness comes from how much is hurts not that you can hate them. It just hurts. Firefly did you feel you had to separate you self from them in order to live a normal life?

How did you get over the pain of the rejection? Yes, usually when the scapegoat escapes the mother finds someone to make the scapegoat. The scapegoat is really important to her survival.

I wanted to know how many other people felt like they were the black sheep or the Scapegoat in their family? If you do or did feel this way, how did you get over it or what happen or is happening? Also, If you haven't felt or experienced this then do you believe in this, or do you have a family...

Yes, your going to always find a reason not to go to church. When you go you need to now your purpose and why you are there. I go there to serve. I use to go thinking, oh I will find my home church where it will be all happy joy. You get hurt going in thinking this way. There are also alot of...

Thank you Army Wife

Thank Blue, Messy I sometime watch TB Joshua and [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse], he has help to keep me going in my marriage. Blue believe me I know I need to change and I get it. But that doesn't change the fact that some people need to change in my...

Messy I know it's the devil at work. But my husband has been like that since day one. His father said he has always been that way too. Such a busy body. I personally believe that men are given too many excuses and women are at time thrown away like were dispensable. That I feel most of the...

James your right. But what happens when you feel so down, so low that all you can muster up to do is cry out to God. When that lowness is so deep that you feel like its suffocating you? If it weren't for God then I wouldn't be here, he is the reason why i am hanging on. I mean without him, I...

I am sorry that you had to experience this. Some people believe they have been called for leadership and God has done nothing of that sort. Marsha I am going to pray and ask God to give you a church family. I am also going to ask him that he gives you an open heart to love those who you run into.

Thanks guys, I only have two kids. I do not why I put 4..lol. Yes, like I said it truly how I feel. You know I feel like the worst things in life is the man not taking responsibility like he is called to do. Then I am thinking why does God let them go on. I can't even look at someone wrong with...

Hey hun, I can understand your pain. You know l love that quote you posted it made me laugh and I was feeling so down. You know that what us women do, it is as if society has told us that men are rare to find. We take heart break and rejection and we allow it to destroy us instead of a building...

I just don't want to be here anymore. Its not like I want to kill myself or anything. I couldn't do a thing like that. I just want do not want to be here any more. I wish I could just go home already. I don't fit in here on earth, with the rest of the people. I am not happy in my marriage. I...