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Never mind my own personal struggles, I know that in history there were a lot of people that lived their whole lives in pure Hell conditions. Yet, God continued to let it stand, no matter how bad it was, and not only that he desires from us that we don't stoop to the same thing and wants us to turn the other cheek and love our enemies.
If I was a prisoner under the Soviet Union gulag, conditions would be so awful that I can't imagine that I'd have much faith. A lot of faith is just fluff "You may have it awful now, but you get to have the reward of Jesus one day" and dismisses the scars or wounds that people have. People live entire lives being denied desires of their heart or mind like physical or romantic intimacy, greatness and success, even more dire things like lack of food and basic humane resources, and yet when they die here they aren't given a continuation of what could've been or what they would prefer, but just for the sake of merely being with Jesus, and that also seems to be the mindset of most Christians I seen.
It's like two teams are playing a never-ending game and when it finally comes time to end, the referee suddenly changes all the rules, or you just get a fluff paper saying these platitudes that aren't actually material manifest, like the characters in the movie "The Wizard of Oz" when they finally are able to meet the wizard. It does make entire existence look kind of pointless in that way.
Back to the topic of horrible evil, I also have to live with the thought that if God allowed Stalin and other ruthless dictators to kill and torture hundred of millions of people, then that could come to even America and broadly the Western world one day and God would still allow it to stand as usual, at least until the end where he then directly intervenes, but the scars and wounds will always be with us and the damage was already done. I just didn't focus life on the horrible evil part as much because I happened to be born and raised in a relatively peaceful time and country. But even today, this is the life of millions if not billions of people.
People say that we have free will, and I know that, but it feels dismissive to people's struggling when others just say about it is because God gave man free will.
If I was a prisoner under the Soviet Union gulag, conditions would be so awful that I can't imagine that I'd have much faith. A lot of faith is just fluff "You may have it awful now, but you get to have the reward of Jesus one day" and dismisses the scars or wounds that people have. People live entire lives being denied desires of their heart or mind like physical or romantic intimacy, greatness and success, even more dire things like lack of food and basic humane resources, and yet when they die here they aren't given a continuation of what could've been or what they would prefer, but just for the sake of merely being with Jesus, and that also seems to be the mindset of most Christians I seen.
It's like two teams are playing a never-ending game and when it finally comes time to end, the referee suddenly changes all the rules, or you just get a fluff paper saying these platitudes that aren't actually material manifest, like the characters in the movie "The Wizard of Oz" when they finally are able to meet the wizard. It does make entire existence look kind of pointless in that way.
Back to the topic of horrible evil, I also have to live with the thought that if God allowed Stalin and other ruthless dictators to kill and torture hundred of millions of people, then that could come to even America and broadly the Western world one day and God would still allow it to stand as usual, at least until the end where he then directly intervenes, but the scars and wounds will always be with us and the damage was already done. I just didn't focus life on the horrible evil part as much because I happened to be born and raised in a relatively peaceful time and country. But even today, this is the life of millions if not billions of people.
People say that we have free will, and I know that, but it feels dismissive to people's struggling when others just say about it is because God gave man free will.